ANGELA B.

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I know that I have not been on for a while but I have been thinking about all of you!  It has been crazy for me! After ten years with my husband I have decided that I will no longer be his crutch to fall on! I have left my husband and decided to love what I have become since RNY!  I have gone from a sie 22 last year to a size 10! Never in my life did I think a weight loss would make me feel like a whole new person. Now at almost 35 I am starting to have cofidence in myself! I have never felt good about myself but this surgery has changed my life and I can not thank Dr. Sandor enough for helping me change my life for tha better!

There are still things that I have to get used to about the changes in my eating habbits and I still have days that I have to stop and think if I eat this my body is not going to like this.  But the reason is because it is not good for me to begin with. Well thank you to everyone for all your support and have a beautiful day!

Today I am 2 months out from wls!  I can not get on a scale  because it depresses me....but I have gone from a 20/22 to a 14 with room in them.  I am also no longer buying 2x tops to hide everything, large shirts fit as long as they are not fitted and lost almost 3 cup sizes in my bra.  I just wish that I could gain some cofidence to know that I am starting to look much better!  I am still having some food issues but nothing that I am going to complain about because it could be much worse.  I have heard some horro stories of people who are at the same stage that I am and I do not wish that on anyone!  My biggest concern is the hair loss that I am having hopefully it will not last for long.  I am getting 90-120grams of protein a day and the doctor has added a new suplement so I am praying that it works.  

Have a great Valentine's Day!   

Thank you to everyone for all your support and knowledge through this process of changing my life!!!

Surgery was 7 weeks ago tomorrow and I am feeling much better!  Food is finally staying and not makeing me feel like I never want to see it again.  I have not gotten on the scale in two weeks and try every day not to think about the amount of weight I am loosing.  I was getting fustrated by the number so I was told not to weigh myself.  I do know that I went down almost 2 pants sizes in the last 3 weeks. That means I am now wearing a 14 instead of 22 or 24 at times.So I guess I should be happy with that ! Going on vacation in two weeks and have to buy a bathing suit! Not looking foward to it but anything will be better than than the last one!

there are days like today that I question will this all be worth it in the end?  The emotions run around in circles more now than they ever did. From feeling good one minute to feeling like I really did not make the right decision next.  The ups and downs I have been putting my family through is like a roller coaster they never know weeather I am at the top or bottom of the hill. 

the one thing that has been a constant in my life, that I loved and knew would always be there for me I know hate!(food)
I just hope it will get better soon so that I can know I didn't make a mistake.

Here I am 15 days out of wls and thinking is this really the right thing to have done?   I fell like I have become a burdon to my husband and daughter with all the diffrent things that have had to be done to keep me going.  From the diffrent diet that is required to them having to wait for my emotions to explode on them.  My doubts about the way things have been in my relationshipp with my husband are starting to change(for the better) but I have that thought in the back of my mind if it is just a matter of time.

With not being able to stomach the protein drinks, so lets try three new kinds to see if you can handle it or is it to going in the trash too.To how cold I am now, turning the heat up and down every hour.   Well trying to figure out what each noise and feeling coming from my new body means. I just hope it all gets a little easier to understand and deal with.  Only time will tell.


Happy New Years!   Everyone