July 12, 2007 ~ First bad experience!!!

Jul 12, 2007

I had my first bad episode of some kind on Saturday at Starbucks. I'm still not totally sure if it was dumping or not,but it was PURE HELL caused by one of 2 things. It was either the scrambled egg from room service (it wasn't soft like I ordered and kind of went down rough but then I was fine) or my coffee at Starbucks. The only thing I changed about my coffee was from 1 pump of white mocha (4 g. sugar) to 1 pump reg. mocha (same g. sugar). I've had this drink several times with no problem. Sarah things my eggs were just stuck and the coffee couldn't go down over it. Michelle thought it could have been that either I didn't handle the regular mocha or they were heavy handed on the pump and gave me more than 1 pump. Whatever it was, it was horrible!! It happened in 2 parts. The first episode was between probably close to an hour long. Then I got better and tried to drink more coffee and it started again. This time it lasted for over an hour. It was horrible. I didn't have heart palpatation, but it felt like someone was sitting on my chest, I was nauseous, felt like I had the flu, felt like I needed to burp or puke but couldn't, I got hot and sweaty, and a couple of times I got the excessive saliva like I was going to puke. Shell said I looked pale and icky too. When we got back to the hotel, I tried to lay on the bed, but that made it worse. I really just wanted to die!!! lol We were at coffee from about 9:30-1:30 and I was sick a good part of that, and didn't end till about 3:00. UGH Whatever it was, I never want to do it again!!!! 
What did I learn? I won't be doing eggs at a restaurant any time soon. I have never had an issue with my own eggs. And I need to slow down my eating, which I have. And when I order my coffee I'll be making sure it's only the 1 pump of white mocha. lol     till next time!
 

July 9, 2007 ~ Our fun weekend!

Jul 08, 2007

Sarahlicious came to visit and we had a blast! On Friday night Sarah, Michelle*MV, Jolene*villagejolene, and I went to a place called Seaport Village. It is on the water and it is a bunch of fun shops and restaurants. We took some crazy pictures of us in hats, Sarah rode the carousel and spanked the pony, we walked around and had fun! Then we went for dinner. The first place we tried, Anthony's, was closed. At 10pm on a Friday night in downtown San Diego!!!!! WTH??? So we ended up at Cheesecake Factory and no we didn't have cheesecake!!! We had a nice dinner. Then Shell and I spent the night with Sarah in her hotel room. Saturday morning we woke up early and went to the pool for a little exercise (kind of). Then we met HollyBerry at Starbucks for coffee and hours of chatting and more pictures. We really had a great time and it was great to see Sarah again. I can't wait till Sept. to get together with our whole gang again!! The only down side to the whole weekend was my dumping episode! *see next blog* But if I had to experience a dumping episode, at least I was with way postop friends who have been there, done that and understood that I wanted to die! lol 
Miss you already girls!!!  till next time!


June 19, 2007 ~ One month out already!!!

Jun 18, 2007

Weight: 267lbs / lost: 35 / 127 to go

Who would have ever thought that the day would come that I look forward to stepping on the scale in a doctors office??!!!  hee hee
I had my 1 month appointment today and everything is  so far. I'm down 28 lbs and he said that I am right on track with that. My labs were mostly good. My cholesterol was a bit high at 201, but he said not high enough to go back on my meds. yaayyy My B-12 was a little high so I'll be staying at once a week with that, thank God, not my fave!!! lol  Everything else was just fine! 

I took my measurements today too and I've lost a total of 17 inches from my whole body~yipppeeeee!!!!!  I'd say I've had a pretty good first month!! I'll take it and say "Thank you God!!!" I'm feeling good and am happy with the changes so far!!!!

I also decided to copy Jill and do a pants progession series for my first goal pants of size 16 (I wear 22/24 now). If you want a good laugh you can see the picture here, but don't laugh too hard!!! I can't believe I really put it on my profile, but oh well~take a look...
http://www.obesityhelp.com/photos/uzone,photos/action,gallery/
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I want to thank you all for all your love and support! It wouldn't be the same journey without OH and all of you to share in it, help me along the way, and just being my friends! I'm grateful to God for showing me the way to OH!!!!  I'm also very grateful for my family and my non OH friends for their love and support too! You all make the journey a lot easier!!!

May 31,2007 ~ First postop check up and changes already!

May 30, 2007

Weight: 275.5 lbs / lost 26.5 /135.5 to go

I had my first postop appointment today and all the news is GREAT!!!! My blood pressure was great and my blood sugars are great so I still get to say goodbye to those meds~woo hoo!!!!! My incisions look good! I got a big  all the way around and my first official weight loss is...20 pounds in 10 days!!!!! I am so excited, I can't believe it! I've been weighing myself at home, but I wanted to wait to see what the drs scale said before I really got excited and OMGosh~WOW!!!! So that is 26.5 pounds total since I started this journey! I'm so excited and thrilled with that!
I'm just so shocked at how fast things are changing too! I'm sleeping so much better, I'm already cold at times (NEVER thought I'd say those words, ask Michelle), I'm off of most of my meds, it's just AMAZING and a MIRACLE!!!!! 
THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS LIFESAVING SURGERY!!!!!
And thank all of you, my OH friends for your wonderful support and great love! It would not be the same journey without you all in my life!!!!!!   
I got to start soft foods today too and I was kind of scared at first. lol I did pretty good for the first day though. It felt good to have real food in my mouth!!!
So I'm off to a great start~woo hoo!!!! I'm so excited!!!!
dancing20 pounds closer to this dancing babe!!!! Yaayyyyy

May 27, 2007 ~ Hunger gone, thank God!!!!

May 26, 2007

Thanks for all the thoughts and advice from my fellow OHers, I really appreciate your help when I was freaking out!!!! So after reading everyone's ideas on why I was starving, I decided to start my protein shakes a bit early. I had one at 7pm last night and it tasted like HEAVEN!!!!
I just sipped it slowly and it tasted soooo good! My pouch handled it well and now I'm not hungry anymore ~woo hoo! I feel sooo much better!!!! 
The other thing I've changed is instead of drinking my broth, I'm eating it with a spoon and after broth or jello I wait the half hour for more water. Today I had more protein shakes and all is well! I even braved movie popcorn smells today to see Shrek 3 with Mike. It was better than I thought it would be. I took Crystal Light and a protein shake and did just fine! I got some gas pains after the movie, but no big deal, I walked it off!
 

May 26, 2007 ~ I'm starving, what is wrong with me????

May 25, 2007

First, I haven't read about anyone being hungry this early. Most say they aren't hungry for awhile. I'm on day 5 postop and I have been hungry, no starving, for over 72 hours straight now. No, it's not head hunger, I have that too. This is my stomach churning, growling, feeling empty and hurting like I've always felt for hunger. It is driving me absolutely NUTS!!!! 
I'm on clear liquids right now and I'm constantly sipping, or having sf jello, sf popsicles, broth, nothing has bothered me at all, no matter how much I consume. Tomorrow I can add protein drinks, but no soft foods till Thursday after my appointment. 
I don't know if I should I call my surgeon or wait till the protein drinks tomorrow and hope they help with the hunger!!!!!! I've just not heard of anyone having this issue, so I'm wondering if there is something wron with me!     Besides that, I feel great!!! I still don't feel like I had surgery at all!!!!! 


May 24, 2007 ~ YIPEE, I'M A LOSER!!!!!!

May 23, 2007

I'm home from the hospital and sitting on the loser's bench~woo hoo!!!!!! I'm so glad it is finally over, but it seems so unreal to me so far. I asked my surgeon this morning if he was sure he did surgery on me! I don't feel like I had surgery, I feel great! I see the scars, but don't feel any different at all! Everything went well with my surgery. No hernias repaired , but everything went good. Day 2 was the worst day, lot of gas pain and nauseousness and sooooo tired! But yesterday was much better. I did have a little scare with pain in my calve muscle yesterday, so they grounded me from walking and immediately did an ultrasound and found no blood clots, thank God! I must have slept on it wrong or something! They only other problem I have is that my lower lip in kind of numb and I don't know if it's from the tubing or what, but I'll wait and see what happens with that! I did tell them about it. The hospital was great and all my nurses were awesome. I took lots of pictures! I had a lot of visitors and got a lot of great gifts! And a whole lot of OHers sent me emails at the hospital, it was so great!!! It is so nice to feel so special and loved by all of my wonderful OH friends~THANKS!!!!!!
I'm very glad to be home and on my own reclining couch and computer chair, and I know I will be happy to be in my own bed tonight! 
Jolene is doing good too! I can't believe we are done and on our way! I also met a new friend in the hospital, Tabitha and she is great! She is already on OH and ready to roll too! check her out at...
http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/wildvine35/
I'm a LOSER~woo hoo and yippeee!!!!! I'm so thrilled to be starting my new life!

May 11, 2007 ~ Yippee, the wait is finally over!!!!

May 10, 2007

jumping     OMGosh I HAVE A DATE!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT IS FINALLY HERE, AND IT'S HERE REALLY SOON TOO!!!!!!
ARE YOU READY FOR THIS? AM I?  MAY 21!!!!!!!! THAT'S 10 DAYS FROM NOW!!!!!!! AND, I'M ON THE SAME DAY AS MY BEST FRIEND, JOLENE!!!!!! SAME HOSPITAL, SAME DAY, DIFFERENT SURGEON!!!!!!!  HOW EXCITING IS THAT!!!!!!!! 
10 DAYS, I SAID 10 DAYS!!!! I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO NOW!!!!
I'M SO EXCITED, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT IS REALLY HERE!!! 
I'M SO GLAD TO SHARE THIS EXCITING DAY WITH ALL OF YOU, MY AWESOME OH FRIENDS!!! I WOULDN'T BE AS READY AS I AM WITHOUT ALL OF YOU AND THE SUPPORT AND LOVE YOU'VE GIVEN ME! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!     
   
 dancing
This is the future me doing one of my passions~dancing! I can't wait!!!!

May 4, 2007 ~ Toothache (ouch) and friends on the way!!!!

May 04, 2007

Ok, this toothache is killing me. It started on Sunday and got worse by Monday. It even made my 3 appointment day not as special because it hurts like HELL!!!! It actually started the weekend of Irvine, but I had Vicodin then and it helped and then went away. I thought it was going away again, but today it is bad again.  It is a tooth has a filling that is falling out and then rotting away too. It is one of 8 bad teeth in my mouth that will all eventually do the same. I have one tooth that it happened to already and all that is left is under the gum. This one is causing me horrible pain though. I put hydrogen peroxide on it a couple of times and I think it pulled a lot of the poison out of it, so the horrible, want to kill myself pain I had Monday is gone, but it is still sore, swollen, and the gum is rock hard. You can feel the hard lump from my cheek and my cheek is hot.  I don't have a dentist and can't afford one either. I wish I could just pull it out! I will have to break down and try the dental clinic and hope they can see me for free! I'm hoping they can just pull it and save everything else for later. 
So 3 of my friends from class have their dates now!!! It is the 3 that I told you are my buds. The 4 of us are very close and now I'm the last one of us to get my date. Janan is on Tuesday, Carol is on Wednesday, and Jolene is on the 21st. I am soooo excited for all of them!!!!! Janan and Carol are kind of freaked out right now, but I'm sure that is normal! I will be seeing them in the hospital next week, so make room on the LOSER's bench for my friends!!!!! Woo Hoo!!!!! If you want to check them out here are their links...
http://obesityhelp.com/member/villagejolene/
http://obesityhelp.com/member/3grands/
http://obesityhelp.com/member/misscarol/

May 1, 2007 ~ Appointments done, date next!!!!

Apr 30, 2007

Weight: 295.5 / lost 6.5 / 155.5 to go

So I had my 3 appointments (internist eval, psych eval, and surgeon consult) yesterday and I really like my surgeon, he is really nice and compasionate. All 3 appointments went well! 
My psych eval was easy, but she wants me to set up my first counseling session before she will clear me. I told her about the hubby issue and that he agreed to go to counseling with me and she is glad about that, but she wants to know counseling for me is in place before she clears me because she knows it could be a hard road ahead for me. I'm fine with that, so tomorrow I will make an appointment and call it in to her for clearance. 
As for the appointment with my surgeon and my hernia is concerned, first of all I have 2 hernias (Sarah, we were right) and their normal procedure is to fix them later seperately. The reason for this is twofold, 1. being overweight makes the chance of hernias returning greater (which I already know of course from having it happen to me twice already) and 2. with your stomach already altered putting mesh in there at the same time increases the risk of infection.  But for me it may be different so this is the plan of attack.  He is going to make one incision for the camera and see what it looks like in there. If I have a lot of scar tissue from the past 2 hernia repairs then they will probably have to do everything all at once and open me all the way up. He said it is about 50/50 for me. He also has to put the camera on my gallbladder because my scan didn't show any stones, but my gallbladder seemed shriveled so he will be checking that too. I'm hoping they take the gallbladder and fix my hernias all at once, but I will trust their decisions and God's plan for me. They know what's best. It's just with my insurance issues now, one surgery would be better for me.  
So I'm real happy with all the results of yesterday and I should have my date within 2 weeks!!!!  I can't wait, I am sooo excited and sooo ready!!! 
I also got kind of good news today... Sunday is my last day on the paper route! They decided to go with the pay period instead of my request of May 15. I'm glad as far as the physical aspect and the sleep hours, but we really could have used the 2 more weeks of pay. I figured out that I should be eligible for disability for the surgery, but I'm going to ask my PCP if she will start it for me now due to my knees.  We'll see what happens!
Now, I can't gain any weight from here before surgery. I must stay at or below 295.5 to have surgery, so I have to really watch it now. I hope that by the end of next week I will have a date!!!!!


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Ellensburg, WA
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Surgery
05/21/2007
Surgery Date
Sep 22, 2006
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