I Saw Her!!!

Mar 08, 2009

I don't remember the last time we met... I know we haven't seen eachother since I was a young child (if even...) But then, yesterday in my first Zumba class, I walked in and started doing my streaches while I was waiting for the class to start... and there she was, standing in the front of the class - staring back at me... at first I didn't recognize her but then it hit me... I know that person...

Who you ask...

Skinny Anna...
She's in there - I know she is - I saw her! I know what she looks like and I know that I'm getting closer to meeting her every day!

I don't remember the last time we met, and I don't remember when she left (I remember waking up one day and she was gone!) BUT it looks like she's finally coming back and I can't wait until she's a full time presence in my life.

In the last 3 years, I've lost 120 pounds - I've lost 31% of my total body weight from my highest weight and I've still only seen the fat girl... I've still held onto the fat girl mentality, and I've held onto the idea that I wouldn't look good if I lost the weight and got down to a normal weight. This weekend though, I saw the person I'm supposed to be. I saw what I will look like when I lose all this weight (in the flesh - not in my mind) and I don't have the fat girl thought process anymore.

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