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For some reason I am getting cold feet about the surgery.  I want to lose this weight for good, more than anything, but I am worried that I wont be happy.  I am doing good with the diet, I have had maybe a pop and half in almost 2 weeks.  Following the diet much better and working out everyday.   My husband said he doesn't want me to have it but that he will support me either way.  That helps a ton!  I am thinking that I need to give myself 6 months.  Lose as much weight as possible and if I can't get past the 207 like I have in thepast then get banded.  Everyone I talk to is so happythey have it and should have done it sooner.  I have been praying to God for help...It doesn't help that my period is late (not pg) and I am a bloated emotional mess! 

I am on a weight loss program provided by the bariatric center.  I am embaressed to say this but I am having a hard time with it!  Breakfast and lunch are no problem but it is the supper and late evening that I am struggling with.  I am excercising, walking, situps, arm weights like I am supposed to.  Monday we are joining the ymca so that I can start swiming and working out.  I have to lose 10 lbs by may.  I can do it! It is worth it!

I am stunned silly right now!

The Bariatric center called me this morning and let me know that my paper work was sent in and they are just waiting to hear back from  my insurance.  Once they get all of it I can start the 13 week program.  I plan on going to a support group tomarrow as long as the weather is good.

On another note my college classes started tonight.  From 3-9 I am in back to back classes.  Let me say I am sooo tired right now I don't know how I am even awake right now.  I have a class on Thur 6-9 and then my observation starts in a few weeks.  Full load for me! But I only have these and 8 more classes to graduate with my Assoc. in Early Childhood. 


Oh yes I am a huge twilight fan!  I also love reading fan fiction and my fav is Wide Awake I highly recommend it to everyone

I haven't made up my mind yet about weight loss surgery but it is something I am deffinatly looking into.  I am bigger than I have ever been in my life (not including prg) I am misserable.  Yet I am afraid of the restrictions of WLS.  I have come here to find support and answers and learn more about the lifestyle after surgery.