The Jitters

Mar 06, 2009

For some reason I am getting cold feet about the surgery.  I want to lose this weight for good, more than anything, but I am worried that I wont be happy.  I am doing good with the diet, I have had maybe a pop and half in almost 2 weeks.  Following the diet much better and working out everyday.   My husband said he doesn't want me to have it but that he will support me either way.  That helps a ton!  I am thinking that I need to give myself 6 months.  Lose as much weight as possible and if I can't get past the 207 like I have in thepast then get banded.  Everyone I talk to is so happythey have it and should have done it sooner.  I have been praying to God for help...It doesn't help that my period is late (not pg) and I am a bloated emotional mess! 

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