The Girl Is No Joke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nov 19, 2009

So I just got my tentative surgery date today.  MMMhhhh oh yeah go me ... go me .... go me....   Initially I thought that i just had one round of consults with my doctors but I actually once all of the reports have been sent to my surgeon I have to see the nutritionist,  the cardiologist, the psychiatrist and the surgeon again before surgery.  Once I have gone through that then I will be ready to start my new life.  I am getting more and more excited everyday.  I still have not told my family.  They are just to negative for me.  They never support any of my endeavors despite the fact that I am successful with everything that I set out to accomplish.  The problem is that they always seem to think that I am coming up with some wild idea just out of the blue.  A little know fact about me....I don't run around and announce  what I am going to do.  I don't involve other people in my decision making process.  I am pretty good at weighting the pro's and con's before making a decision.  so when I start to talk about it they just think that its something that I just came up with... uh uh that's not how it works with me.  And I am really not in the mood to hear "Why dint you just diet" ....... "Why don't you just exercise" ......"I just do blah....blah....blah".  I don't want to hear  it.  

So my tentative surgery date is January 15 2010.  I was in the mall today and i started looking at skinny clothes.  I cant wait until I can fit into regular sizes again.  I feel so fat and it is such a chore to get dressed in the morning.  But I don't want to buy anymore fat clothes. 

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