Addicted

Nov 22, 2009

OMGeezers .... I cant stay off this website.  It's now Sunday evening 9:39 pm...I have been on this dam website all day.  I just sit on the site looking at all the wonderful transformations, wishing, hoping and praying that one day I too will be a success story....I try to imagine myself 100lbs. lighter and how my whole life would TOTALLY be changed...

Not that I'm not loving myself but I just feel like my weight is holding me back from being the best that I can be.  I'm kind like....my friends want me to go out with them and party but I feel fat.  I know that I'm cute and I get hit on all the time but i feel fat.  Inside I feel my heart racing as the weeks pass. It's so near and yet so far....its the unknown.  How will people respond to me I what will my family think.  What will it be like to go shopping with my skinny girlfriends and actually buy something.  

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