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I went from weighing 324lbs ( I am 5'7) with  a BMI of 51 meaning I was "Super Obese"
Now I am at 250lbs and my BMI is 39 wich means I am just "Obese"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lol that made my day! I cant wait till the day I am not considered obese anymore.
I justt want to be a normal healthy weight!
:o)
Next Goal is to get to 191lbs that will put me at "over weight"
Then the next goal after I hit that is to get to 159lbs wich means i will be "NORMAL"!
WOOOOHOOOO

My ultimate Goal is 135 I would be so in love! My BMI would be at 21 and still Normal.

But as long as I am never Over 159 I will be thrilled!

Wish me Luck!

I was wrong i lost for some reason i though i only lost 4 lbs when really i lost 14lbs hahahahaha what a dumb ass....well that makes me feel a whole lot beter hahahaha.

On sept 19th i was 4 months out.
Down 74 lbs.
......so in the last month i have only lost 4 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!

grrrrrrr.

I mean....considering i stped working out and started cheating on my diet a bit.....thats good cuz i still lost....

i am just pissed at myself cuz i could have lost so much more :o(

I got a gym membership so i can start really working out.

5 times a week is my goal...water arobics for an hour and weights to tone for about 30 mins in the morning before work

and hit the tredmil or bike after work for about 30 min.

I really need to get in more protine and calories period...i barley eat a dan thing... and when i do im just snaking on sugar free popsycles or just crap...............


so back on track for me.

I havnt lost weight now for awhile....
its prbly cuz i am doing horrible.
I never eat...
i eat one time a day and nothing thats good for me.
I am so stressed out and i hate it.
My marriage is icky right now were working on fixing it.
I lov emy hubby to death.
Our son needs open eart surgery...
and just more stuff piled on all of that.
I just want to roll over go to sleep and never wake up.
*crys*
im down 65lbs so thats good....kinda slow but oh well at least im losing right?
blah i need to stop my bad habit of emotional eating CRAP
and get back on track.
Im so mentally draind.

...again...*crys*

On the 19th i was 3 mo out! And down 60lbs! WOOOHOOO GO ME!

so i am 2 months out today and down 44 lbs........
very disapointed.
i know i know i am losing weight so its gr8 but its just i dunno not fast enough.
blah.
324 now 280

In one week and 3 days on May 19th my life WILL change FOREVER!

I am so excited and sooo scared at the same time.

I still cant belive that i will be thin!

ahhhh!


hahaha wooohooo!

Since i have been on this site reading everyones blogs...i have noticed soooooo many women end up getting divorced through there process....................why is this?????????????????????


it scares me.

 I fineshed all my classes and such! Now  just have to have my one on one with my surgeon and get my date! WOOO HOOO!