Beth - This prayer helped me thru a difficult divorce and I found it right before my wls - I hope you can find some hope, comfort & peace from it as well...Dear Heavenly Father,
I trust you to write my tomorrows and file my yesterdays in a place that will not harm me. I will await your direction.
Give me the courage. Though I long for freedom and victory, I am afraid to venture into such unknown territory. I have forgotten how to laugh, truly laugh and kiss the wind, so bowed over have I been in my despair.
You are the lifter of my head. Raise me now and lead me on. I am ready. Ready for change. Ready for deliverance. Ready to experience the fullness of the joy and peace that you have ordained for me. Yes, I am ready.
Lead the way in Jesus’ name. Amen! You will be in my thoughts and prayers as you begin your WLS journey. love ya girl! hugs - dea