Blueyed29fan
Waiting still.....
Jul 13, 2009
Well, here I am July of 09. Have I had surgery yet??!! NOPE! My insurance still won't approve the procedure. So I wait...I've gained and lost in the past year + since I started this whole process. I've done all these steps AGAIN...pills, shakes, JC, NS....AGAIN! Lord help me, I'm getting restless. I do believe that RNY is the only way I will be able to lose the weight and live a more healthy fulfilling life. I see those that I met on here before they had their surgery's and some are at goal weight! Don't get me wrong...I'm soo happy for them and know how much they deserve it..my mind just wonders off to, WHEN AM I gonna be able to feel like that, be happy like that. Will I ever! I've gone on some job interviews that will allow me to have better insurance. I'm praying I'll be blessed with a permanant job instead of a part time gig. I'm grateful I have a job at all...but I need one with benefits to allow me to continue with the procedure. Thanks for letting me vent guys!! I'm just really down recently. I'm 26 and I feel like my life is wasting away!
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Waldorf, MD
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51.5
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Mar 11, 2008
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