Last appt.

Dec 16, 2008

Today is my last and final appointment which makes 6 months that I've been on this journey. I've really been on auto-pilot this entire time and I haven't thought much about the outcome process. Now I'm beginning to worry. What if they don't approve me? Have I really done everything needed? Have I done enough? I haven't had any success in the weight loss department. It's hard. If it wasn't then I wouldn't be here. Ugh, I'm so worried. My insurance company has 90 days to reply. I'm going to be a nervous wreck. I want an approval right away, so we can schedule right away. I know it will not be until 2009 before I have my surgery. I have my 10 year reunion next year and I want to be thinner, so I need this right away. I'm miserable.

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