I'm done stick a fork in me!

Nov 07, 2010

I have had my gall bladder removed, appendectomy, hernia surgery and small revision done to my RNY and I feel fine, however, I have been doing research and found out up to 40% of all RNY's fail in some way !! ??? WTF???
I went to the Dr. thinking its me, its me, only to find out its a good chance that the weight I gained back probably was BOTH.
I am not making excuses for myself, but I had a moment right before I was put to sleep in the O.R. and they were very understanding about it but at that moment I felt like hoping off the bed and leaving because I felt like I was totally unworthy of letting this man "re-do" me simply because he never offered one word of encouragement just you are going to do better this time aren't you then took to his heels and left which basically felt like he blamed ME !!
Honestly, the way things went last time I really don't expect much more, I mean how much can you have removed and safely live a normal lifestyle?
I am not letting this food thing rule my life, I just want to enjoy my life.
I have to have follow ups done again, and keep a better eye on my snacking this time, but I don't know anyone that does not enjoy a little something extra during the day!

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