Carole W.
ALMOST HAVE A SURGERY DATE!
Feb 26, 2009
WELL HERE I AM AND IT IS FEB. 26TH... IT SURE HAS BEEN A LONG, LONG PROCESS BUT I "FINALLY" GOT APPROVAL FROM THE INSURANCE CO. AT FIRST THEY OK'D ME FOR A LAP BAND, AND SW BARIATRIC HAD TO RESUBMITTE EVERYTHING, BUT THEN I BELIEVE MY "ANGEL OF MERCY" DEBRA, AT THE OFFICE, STEPPED IN AND GOT IT OK'D WITHIN A DAY OR SO!
I WILL BE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL ON MARCH 3RD FOR THE LONG DAY OF PRE SURGERY TESTS.. IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I KEEP THINKING SOMETHING WILL GO WRONG THAT THEY WILL DISCOVER AND MEAN THAT I CAN'T GO THROUGH WITH THE SURGERY! WHERE'S MY FAITH IN GOD! IT HERE, WITHIN ME, BUT AFTER 18 MONTHS OF DENIALS, MISTAKES AND ERRORS I AM JUST A BIT ON THE LEARY SIDE.. EVERY TIME I FORGET SOMETHING I THINK I MAY HAVE ALSIMERS; EVERY TIME I HAVE AN ACHE I THINK IT IS CANCER... OH DEAR LORD LET ME BE HEALTHY ENOUGH TO HAVE THIS SURGERY DONE...
SO TO SAY I AM EXCITED JUST DOES NOT EXPRESS HOW I FEEL. I TOLD MY PHYCHITRIST YESTERDAY THAT THE BEST WAY TO DESCRIBE HOW I AM FEELING IS IF SOMEONE GAVE ME A MILLION DOLLARS, ONLY MORE THAN THAT!! NO AMOUNT OF MONEY CAN COMPARE WITH HOW I FEEL..
WELL, I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW, FOR SURE, WHEN I HAVE A SURGERY DATE! YOU WILL ALL HEAR ME SHOUTING FROM THE EMPIRE STATE BLDG!! OR AS HIGH AS THE HIGHEST CLOUDS ARE..
THIS IS THE DAY THE LORD HAS MADE, LET US REJOICE AND BE GLAD!
BE GOOD TO MYSELF AS I DESERVE IT!
C HEERS
C AROLE
