carrotop13
Feeling the stress build
Mar 23, 2011
So today is the first day I've ever cried in front of my boss....awesome! It really sucked actually. I hate that I'm so emotional lately. We were fighting over an article in our magazine (normal thing for us) and I flippin got all teary-eyed and even had to dab my eyes. So embarrassing. I'm usually so good at being controlled. He probably thinks I'm a freak.I know there is a lot to all of this. My husband will be deploying in the next 5-14 days for at least the next 6 months. As the days go by the realization that he will be gone soon keeps hitting. The liquid diet/soft food diet can be frustrating when I want to feel normal. I want to be active again. I'm missing Rugby and softball season starts in two weeks and I can't participate yet. It's killing me.
I know soon enough I will have all these things again but as you can see I am impatient...lol.
Hopefully tomorrow I will have a decent weigh in and a I will be able to post something a little more positive and stop being such a downer. I hate being that person :(
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Denver, CO
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22.2
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Surgery
03/06/2011
Surgery Date
Mar 16, 2011
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