freeking out and struggling

Oct 27, 2009

Please help me to start and go through this journey I am starting ....
 
I am in my first week pre-op diet and I am struggling and I dont want to think about next week when I'll be in the liquid diet  (I think I will go nuts)

My surgery date is for November 9th.... almost here! Less than 2 weeks! And all  happened so fast that I didnt even have time to ''re-think'' about it!  Last year I started visiting my RNY Doctor here in Mexico (I'm from Mexico and live in here) but my insurance company said no to my surgery. Well I tried again, and went back to them with my backround (they already had it) because I had last year a lumbar fusion surgery, and I need to loos weight so I become to feel better, with no back pain, and my spine doctor gave to the insurance his recommendations, and even that they said again NO.  
So,, I had to start saving money to do it anyway, because I need it, I think it will be a wonderful tool !!

Now that I am here, starting this journey, I cannot believe it, i am so scared, nervous, excited, expecting many things, wondering MANY things....So much thoughts! My Lord!! I think I better start not thinking!!!!!   LOL

Only 2 more days and my BIRTHDAY is here!!!!!!! But no cake this time!!  

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY ALL OF YOU!!
**Hugs**
Claudia

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