IM BAAAACK!!!!

Apr 19, 2009

Ok so heres the story. I was scheduled for surgery back in October of 2008. I call the night before to get my surgery time, right before that my husband was asking if they had taken a pregnancy test. I asked them and they said NO.  I wasnt worried there was no way i was going to be pregnant. Chris and I run to the store to pick up a pregnancy test get home to take it and WHA-LA im preggers. Ok so i know a bunch of you are thinking well why would you let this happen.....so here let me explain. i have 3 children 13, 8 and now 20 months, my kids are all 6 years apart. My husband and i have NEVER used protection and i just never get pregnant, so getting pregnant a year after having a baby was not even close to being on my mind, not even feesable. We had wanted another child so i took it as a positive. In November i lost the baby. This was my very first miscarriage ever! It was so hard on us and I cried for a long time. I took it as a sign not to get the surgery.

Today almost 6 months later i have finally came to the conclusion that i am more that ever ready to have the surgery! I have thought about it and talked about it with Chris and we think that it is now time. I dont know why things happened the way they did but i do think that everything happens for a reason. I called my insurance company the other day and they said I am in the clear to go back to my surgeon and have him send in the paperwork again for approval. I dont know what i will have to do over, But i AM going to do it this time. I am so ready. I am hoping that my approval is as easy as the last time, im just hoping that they still want to work it with me and make this happen. everyone pray for me. Ill keep in touch

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