coolcrewof4
Angry at Family who eat
Oct 16, 2009
I know this is stupid on my part, but I actually got mad at my husband's lunch order today. He ran through the Golden Carb filled arches for some lunch for him and our son. The smell of the food in the van made me actually angry. I was so upset that once again there was food I couldnt consume this close to me.
I keep asking myself why? Then I had to begin to accept the fact I am a food junkie!! The one item he purchased was a drug of choice and I wanted a fix. Pure and simple!!!! Yet, I don't want the 106 lbs later it brings along.
I have to find a way to get my mental food junkie side to accept the desire for a healthy life style side of my brian. Not sure how to do this...but I am on a mission. Because I can't get angry every time my family eats my old drugs of choice.
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Gloucester, VA
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26.1
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10/07/2009
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Oct 06, 2009
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