so mad

May 14, 2009

its so crazy i haven't even had my surgery yet and already its causing me an headache..... i am still going through the steps to get the surgery and already it seems that i am doom for failure. this is crazy i am at the support group tonight one of my step to get closer o getting my surgery...and i am hearing that just being overweight allow isn't an enough to get wls. so what did they want me to not listen to my docs warnings about my cholesterol being high and that i need to lower it or else and because i fixed the problem myself that i don't need the wls even though i am 5feet 8in and 320 lbs with a bmi of 49? i just don't get it it makes me not want to fight for  this even if i know that i need it to better my life. i feel like why should i fight and go through all of this if i am just going to get turned down anyway. i guess this is one of my low point and you are all i have to vent to. because i know you will understand some of my pain if not all.

am i looking too deep into this?
SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE?


XOXOX shidonieXOXOX

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