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Well here is where I am at...I went to the seminar on Tuesday and they gave me a packet of information to get started. I made a consultation appointment with the DR. and R.N. and Dietician on Oct 30th the first day they had available but in the mean time I made a appointment with my physician for this coming fri to request records and get clearance for surgery and the Mental Health place called me after two days which I am shocked as I know they usually have a backlog and my psych test is October 8th my appt with the cardiologist for clearance is Oct 4 and I have to go to my gym and get documentation I had hired a personal trainer for 5 months and I failed with that and before that I was taking Adipex and the R.N. I was talking to said it sounded like I had great documentation and my goal is to have everything in place that is required and to be able to submit it to insurance on my consultation date. So I am moving on everything very quickly and I already filled out the thick personal information packet they had included I did that the night I came home from the consult. I am excited and I want to be able to get this done asap. Hope everyone is doing well!! 

I woke up this morning and all the stress I have had just seemed to not matter today. I was in such a good mood and it felt good not to have it all weigh down on me. I felt strong today!! I have court a week away and all the prayers of strength has finally reached me. I feel strong enough to make it through. I am looking forward to the seminar only 8 days away....

Letter to my Body~I found this and thought it was funny and cute had to repost and share...No idea who the author is...

Dear Neck,
I am sure that God only intended on me having one chin, the other 2 are not necessary and will have to find other places to live.

Dear Arms,
I appreciate the fact that you think I should be able to fly. However these bat wings growing under you will never get me off the ground.

Dear Thighs,
I  know that you are close, like family, but do you have to rub together? It is not necessary to touch at all times.

Dear Back,
I am not planning on having a litter, so there really is no reason for you to try and grow breasts back there.

Dear Feet,
I know you are still there because I can walk, I will being seeing more of you soon.

Dear Taste Buds,
Ahhh I have loved you well, but it is time to shake it up a bit. That sweet tooth will just to have to find comfort in things besides chocolate, gummy bears, and ice cream. You may grumble, but we all will be better for it in the long run.

Dear Body,
Sorry it has come to this, but some of you will be smaller soon, and some will be gone altoghter (Fat, this means you). Turns out that to be healthier and live longer some drastic changes are going to be happening soon. I know there will be times that you will fight me, but please remember I am bigger than you and I will win. (Muscles, back me up here... I may not have seen you in a while, but i know you are there.)

Please remember that we are in this together, I only have one of you, and you only have one of me.

You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." . . . You must do the thing you think you cannot do. 

-Eleanor Roosevelt 


I love quotes thought I would share. my favorite quote....

So I was at work asking a co-worker today how the psychological evaluation would be when you go for that meeting and kinda just what to expect and I can't  believe what she said to me...Your not going to pass! You have to many issues and they will start charging you because you will need a couch because you will be in there for hours.  I would never say that to anyone what is wrong with people that they think thats o.k. to say to someone. I just said politely well that was kinda mean and just went back to work and never said anything the rest of the day.  How rude....So I guess I won't be asking her anything anymore. Thought she was a friend.....But that felt like she was intentionally trying to hurt me....Well I have the seminar on the 18th and I am looking forward to learning more. 





"Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, you can always do something. You always have a choice and the choice can and the choice can be power."


-Blaine Lee

So today is a really hard day I am super stressed would love to got o Mcdonalds and drown my sorrows and stuff myself till I can't move. But reality is I am to embarrassed now that am bigger and what people think  and  they only see me in the car and give me that eye. I really am looking forward to getting this surgery so I don't constantly have to fill myself up with food to fill the void. I am looking forward to this not running my life. So I am on here educating myself about the procedure and creating a profile and I have set up a seminar at Hurley Hospital in September I cannot wait to get the ball rolling........