Hi Debbie. Dr. Maynard is my Doctor as well. I have been going thru this on again off again journey for over 20 years, so I can relate to what you are going through.
Let me say that the support on this website has absoulutely been out of this world. Stay strong, keep on reading and getting as much information as you can, I have learned to follow directions, follow directions (especially from the Doctor's office).
I am awaiting a surgery date as well, but whatever I can do to assist you in any way, please let me know, I'm just a click away!
You take care and STAY STRONG...and remember to take care of YOURSELF!!!!!