Having to eat on a day like this......

Mar 26, 2009

It seems so weird for me to say but I used to eat everything when i get nervous and ,Now ,It is hard just to get the basics in.
I can tell you with certainty I will not be able to eat what I need to today.Not even sure if I will try that hard to do it.
Today,I will be in court at 9am(again)
I have been dealing with this since Oct 08,and today...I'm not sure if I am strong enough.
My grandson was abused by his new "step dad", and today we have to listen to why the charges should be dropped for this  *&(&*(%#%$#@ .
I realize the chance of them being dropped are very small,and hopefully will not but it is still very stressful.
My grandson had a bruise on his right cheek  of 4 fingers for over a week and this piece of crap thinks he should not receive a punishment for that? The babies mother ,yeah she is a head case who stands by her man. 
You hear about things everyday on the news,you feel bad and you move on. When it happens to a baby (now 3y/o ) you love it is so diff.
So,not only do we have to deal with this daily but now we are helping my son get custody.Fathers have a tough time in RI,even if it is the best thing for the child.
Hopefully I Am making sense this morning but if I am not now you know why.
OK,off to get myself showered and get my head on straight.

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