Francie
PRE-OP TODAY
Jan 30, 2007
I had my pre-op appt. today with Dr. Ludwig. I weighed in at 259 lbs. I have lost 14 lbs. since my initial consultation with him on December 9, 2006. Felt proud about that! All looks like it is a go for Friday! Doing better on not mentally wanting to chew. Got my Angel today! Thank God!
Anxious!
Jan 27, 2007
5th day of liquid diet and I am a bit anxious. I seem to get the water in Ok but having a time with protien as I am getting bored with my vanilla, french vanilla, and chocolate. I did find Banana and Cookies & Cream Muscle Milk at Longs in Paradise! A nice change. Family supportive but slipping sometimes and offering me solid food! I also have been a bit 'constipated'! Too much protein and not enough water? My stomach is too big and I have had to have sugar-free Jello to help with hunger pangs. I was told once I have a pee-sized stomach pouch I shouldn't feel hunger. I have also been walking on the treadmill I just bought at Play It Again Sports. I'm told I got a great deal. I have to remember to walk, walk, walk. Almost put my daughter size 14 Gloria Vanderbelt jeans out in the 'thrift bag' they are too big for her. It hit me that I could be wearing them soon so I best hold on to them. It was an uplifting moment. Anxiety left for a bit. Tired but can't sleep. This is my last Saturday with a football size stomach! Ya hoo...
Getting Anxious
Jan 24, 2007
Second day of liquid diet. I've been on the go and I planned and brought my 'food' with me BUT I am finding it a bit difficult to 'sip, sip, sip", while driving or doing my errands. I did great yesterday, made a great schedule for when to eat what. Today, a different story. I got all my protein in BUT I am forgetting to get my water. I will get it down soon. Got our treadmill today BUT it won't unhook, called store and it has a tendancy to stick they say so I am being patient and I know it will work soon. Good day today. Alexis (2nd daughter, child #3) is making pizza for everyone and I have no desire for it! I even helped her cook sausage! BE STRONG!!!!
With Affection
Jan 22, 2007
I decided to change my profile name to "Big Mamma". It is with great love and affection I use this name. Even when I am at my physical weight, I always want to be "Big Mamma". My children call me Big Mamma with affection and I love it....
Celebrated Last Supper
Jan 22, 2007
I am not sure the term Last Supper is appropriate but it sounds cute... Last night I enjoyed a great meal with my family and a friend. Since I start my liquid diet on Tuesday (2 more days) and my birthday is on my surgery day I figured Sunday was my last chance to eat some spicy and rich food from Casa Ramos. I shared my Camarones Monterey and gave most of my rice to my little daughter. I was full but not 'stuffed'. I did however enjoy a strawberry margarita and felt the soothing effect a bit later. I don't drink alcohol much so I won't miss that at all. Rented a movie and sat in the dark with the fireplace going and enjoyed a quiet fun time with my children. I realized I better do a bit of shopping tomorrow for them for food and a few mininute last items for me. Can't wait! Or maybe just a little wait! No. I'm ready to feel and look healthy again!!!!!.
Counting Down!
Jan 20, 2007
Only 3 more days until I start my pre-op liquid diet in prepartion for my surgery! Getting bills and stuff order. I went through my closet today arrainging my different sizes of clothes. I was estimated and dreaming about when I would be able to wear what size! I bought myself a nice pajama and duster for my recovery. Also bought warm slipper socks. My children are also getting excited and are so encouraging and supportive. My husband actually told me yesterday that he was 'proud of me', that meant a lot... Getting a bit emotional lately also - not sure why but it is all good. This is the last Saturday of my life for overeating or undereating or just plain old eating the wrong stuff! Here's to all the Saturdays to come where I feel good about eating!!!!!
Count Down
Jan 17, 2007
Less than a week until I start my liquid diet before my surgery. Going by so fast. I am very excited about it all but a bit apprehensive about making sure I understand the carb, sugar counting. I get the protein but I wish I knew it all now! Found some great supplements at Trader Joe's. Great news, found someone who told me they had WLS about 1 yr ago and she is doing great. I would have never figured she was once overweight. I feel like I have a one-on-one now with someone I really can see and talk to. So excited!!!
Why Did I Do It!
Jan 06, 2007
I have to confess! Tonight I was out doing late errands with one of my daughters and I, not she, suggested we buy McDonald's cheeseburgers before we returned home!!!! First of all, after seeing the movie, Super Size Me, several years ago, we haven't even eaten at McDonalds! BUT, I dont' know what got into me! Less than 4 weeks away from my surgery and less than 3 weeks away from starting my pre-op liquid diet and I ate such poison! I feel sick! I wish I could get it out of me NOW but I can't. My daughter felt bad afterwards also and said it was going to be OK. I know it will but I just had to confess...
New Year-New Life Just Around The Corner
Dec 25, 2006
Well, today is Christmas 2006. I am really excited about 2007! New Year and A New Life opportunity just around the corner. I had my pyschologist appointment and have attended the pre-op class. Waiting for January 2007 to meet again with the doctor. I am proud of my family and myself because we haven't over done any sweets or drinks during this holiday season. Everyone is becoming aware of the need for a 'lifestyle' eating change and that helps me a lot. Hope everyone else had a nice Christmas.
About Me
Red Bluff, CA
Location
25.7
BMI
Surgery
02/02/2007
Surgery Date
Nov 21, 2006
Member Since
