freyk67
Large but not in charge
Mar 13, 2009
Tonight I went to an office party. I had alot of fun but was always self conscious. I really noticed how I felt when it was time for pictures. I was bigger than everyone! I posed next to "normal" size people and just looked huge. I feel that my weight is what is making me shy and uncomfortable around others. I really did have a good time, but ended up crying on the way home. I have come a long way, 84 pounds to be exact, but still feel so big. I really can't image a time when I will be "ok" with my body, and that makes me sad :(
