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 I'm so sick of this! Being Fat! Being teased! I'm done feeling like a loser! I can't accomplish anything while sitting at home! I can't just sit here and expect the pounds to fall off! I'm done! New Journey! and it starts today! I'm so tired, and so wore out bc of my weight! I'm done feeling like this! I could've slept all day today bc I felt so crappy! I'm so done with this! New plan! Research tonight, meal plan starts 2night, exercise plan starts 2morrow morning! 6am! SHARP! going for a long walk.....long...long....walk.....

 Had a long conversation with my Aunt and shes really motivated me to get going....I need motivaiton to get started and to keep going! :) 

 I'm not sure how but some how I dropped 5 pounds, I did start walking at least 30 mintues a day so maybe thats it.....hmmmm? idk btu its motivated me to keep going and not give up.

 This week has been an epic fail! I can't change my habits until I change how my brain sees food..and until I change myself. I look at food as it taste good so it must be good for me kinda thing.....no......most of the things I eat ae NOT good for me at all! Until I get that through my thick skull I can't make a change. Plus I need to make my goal smaller....take it day by day....I'm setting a goal for 2 pounds a week for this week. Wish me luck! 

 Oct, 11, 2012 (2:56AM)
Weight:290
Height:5'2
Goal weight: 130

Well its the first day, or technically still night. I can't let anything stop me now! I won't let anything stop me now! My life begins today! Because I have a tendency to binge I'm starting small, only water to drink and slacking with the carbs a little, exercising at least 30 minutes today! Wish me luck!

(9:00AM) 
Already slipping, had a burger for breakfast, who has a BURGER for breatfast, hate my food addiction!!!! Hopefully I'll do better the rest of the day.....

(12:48PM) 
A friend coming over for movies and popcorn, hopefully I can stick to things and not go too much overboard.

(4:08PM)
Todays been a bad day, I start to think I can do it, then its like I start to think about food, and it gets to me...

(9:40)

Well this horrible day is finally over, I really need to get my food addiction under control. Hopefully tomorrow will be a new day. Wish me luck!