Struggling....

Dec 19, 2008

Okay, so I now have a surgery date and an official weight that I can not exceed (248 lbs) my weight at my last appointment. I was trying to do a protein shake liquid diet to get off a few pounds before Christmas so I had a buffer, let's just say I am failing miserably. We got a horrible storm here in Southern California burying us under more than 5 feet of snow where I live and I ate like I was hibernating. I haven't gotten on the scale in fear of what the damage actually is but I know it's not good. So, today is my first day out since Monday and what awaits me here at work but counters full of candies, pastries and cakes. This is so difficult I have my lunch packed with 3 protein shakes and what did my breakfast consist of but a cheese danish. I have got to get through these holidays without a weight gain so, as of New Year's Day I can resolve to stick to a liquid protein diet until surgery on the 16th. I will not ruin this opportunity!!!! I hate that I lack control over food!!! I can't wait to have this surgery to regain some control!!!

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Wrightwood, CA
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31.7
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RNY
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01/16/2009
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Oct 20, 2008
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