hockeymomkat
TIRED
Aug 18, 2007
JUST TIRED OF BEING THE STRONG ONE, FINALLY TOLD MY BROTHER A FEW THINGS WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON THIS WEEK I'VE ALWAYS PROTECTED HIM WHICH IS FUNNY DUE H'E TURNING 30 TOMORROW AND I'M THE ELDER ONE. BUT I'VE DECIDED IN ORDER FOR ME TO BE SUCCESSFUL I NEEDED TO NOT HIDE ANYMORE FEELINGS OTHERWISE I'LL START EATING. BUT I ROMISE MYSELF I WONT' DO THAT I'M WORKING TO HARD. I KNOW FOR THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN READING MY BLOG IT SOUNDS REPEATIVELY I'M SORRY BUT IT'S THE WAY TO DEAL WITH STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY ANNIVERSARY WITH MY HUSBAND WAS YESTERDAY IT WAS SIMPLE AND QUIET JUST PICKED UP CHICKEN AT KFC ( THEY HAD GRILLED BUT I SUFFERED AND ATE ONE DRUM STICK AND WAS FINE WITH THAT.
WILL BE BACK ON HERE EITHER TOMORROW OR MONDAY AFTER THE GET TOGETHER AT MY BROTHERS WHO IS HAVING CAKE AND ICE CREAM I'M NOT BIG ON ICE CREAM BUT CAKE...... COULD BE BAD.
PRAY FOR ME................ KEEP THE STRENGTH.
EMOTIONAL EATER/STRESS
Aug 15, 2007
MY MOM NEVER HAS HAD SURGERY OF ANY KIND US KIDS ( TWO OF US WERE NORMAL DELIVERIES A LONG TIME AGO)SHE KEEPS ASKING ME ABOUT PAIN??????????? I AM ONE OF THE FORTUNE ONES AND DIDNT' HAVE ANY PAIN PRESSURE YES NOT PAIN.
I HAVE WANTED TO EAT EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING BUT HAVE NOT GIVEN IN TO THE TEMPTATION. IT'S HARD AT THE GIFT SHOP NEXT TO THE ELEVATOR IN THE HOSPITAL THERE IS SEE'S CANDY ( OH MY GOD MY FAVORITE)COULD EASILY EAT IT AN THROW IT AWAY. HAVENT' THANK GOD FELT I WOULD COME HOME AND VENT ON THIS BLOG. SORRY IF IT RAMBLES TRYING TO GET IT ALL OUT. AN ON TOP OF AL THIS I'M BEING TOLD BY OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS TO NOT HELP MY MOM IN ANY SORT OF WAY (HELLO I DONT THINK SO) SCREWED NOT MATTER WHAT I DO.
THANK GOD FOR MY HUSBAND AND KIDS, I REALLY APPRECIATE THEM AND NEED THEM IN THIS STRESSFUL TIME.
CAN SEE HOW PEOPLE GO OFF ALITTLE IN THIS PROCESS.
PRAYERS AND GREAT THOUGHTS WELCOMED.
AND EMAILS.
KATHY
just checking in
Aug 08, 2007
I HAD DINNER WITH FRIENDS LAST WEEK, ONE FRIEND, DIDNT' WANT TO SAY ANTHINB ABOUT MY WEIGHT LOSS AND THAT IS COMPLETING O.K. I'M NOT HERE TO THROW IT UP IN HER FACE, BUT I HAVE DONE ALOT OF HARD WORK ALSO.
BUT I FIT IN A BOOTH AN THE FIRST ONE TO JUMP ON IT TO THE BOOTH BEFORE FRIENDS COULD CHANGE THEIR MIND.
GREAT FEELING.......................
people concerned if i'm doing the right thing
Jul 29, 2007
i'm so happy getting compliments, even if sometimes i can't see it.
three months post op just wish the weight would come off faster,
but then i'd have problems.
feeling great
Jul 24, 2007
weighed in yesterday and lost 17 pds in one month a total of 55 since surgery, 87 in my whole process.
feels great................
new clothes
Jul 10, 2007
work
Jun 28, 2007
awaking from my inner shell.
goodluck to me.
PROTEIN PROTEIN
Jun 22, 2007
BEEN BUSY TRYING TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT
Jun 21, 2007
THAT'S THE HARD PART TO ADMIT HOW MUCH YOU WEIGH OUT LOUD ONLY MYSELF, SPOUSE,MOM AND ONE FRIEND KNOWS , ALL MY FRIENDS KEEP SAYING YOU DON'T WEIGH MUCH I CARRY IT VERY WELL ON 5'6 BODY, GOING BACK TO WORK ON MONDAY SO WILL SEE. EXCITED DUE TO MONEY HOW LONG IT'S BEEN BUT ALSO NOT READY FOR THE MESS ON MY DESK.(HAHA)
SURGERY WAS 4/27/07
May 09, 2007