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Since I have last blogged I have lost more weight. Not sure exactly how much since I weigh myself on Monday mornings. I have made some wonderful friends to support me and I hope they think I have done the same for them. Tammy and Jaime, I can't thank you enough! BTW, Tammy is set for surgery on Wed of this coming week. Prayers and well wishes go out to you Tammy. I will be with you in spirit! 
  I have had my EGD and exercise evals, all went well. I now have a couple appts. for behavior classes and then I expect to be waiting for insurance approval.
  Husband has not come around to the surgery idea yet. Thank God he works nights and me days!
The elliptical and I are friends now. Most days I can do 10-20 min in the mornings and 20-30 in the evenings.

I meet with my physician and psychologist again this week. Have been working hard on my genogram and homework given to my by Kathleen. Haven't done the best on my diet. Why does everything in life revolve around food? I passed up ice cream for a banana today. Very happy about that. Just gotta keep moving forward and not think about the times I have slipped up. One day at a time.........

 Its' been a couple weeks since I have began my journey. I have found a support angel and it is so nice to be able to talk about being overweight or whatever is on our minds and not think about what I look like. So many of us have such a complex that we think we are always being looked down upon. We do have reason to feel like this. So many times I can say hello to someone on the street and they act like I am invisible. I might be fat but not invisible and I do have feelings. We have to treat others as we want to be treated. Isn't this the way the Bible has taught us?

This week I have accomplished a wonderful goal. I have initiated the process to lose this other person I have holding me back. The other person is about 130 pounds and it is called fat. I know I have a long road ahead of me. I also know it isn't going to be easy. My other person is going to be difficult to get off, but I want to win. I will win. This is my first blog ever, and I hope I have many supporters who can encourage me along the way. We can do this together.