April 20, 2009

Apr 20, 2009

What a wonderful weekend I had. Went to Galveston to take Joe's mom and step-dad to the cruise ship. Yes, I blew my diet but I allowed for it in my mind. I new I wanted to enjoy the weekend and not feel guilty. I gained maybe two pounds but I think it was all water. Needless to say, I'm back on the 5DPT today. It has been a little harder to get through the day then the first go around but I am almost there. I did eat a sausage on a stick but no carbs. I now know that even though I don't feel guilty about blowing it, I know that I can't blow the way I'm supposed to eat for the rest of my life. It's just too hard to regain the enthusiasm. I know I will and I will make it to my goal. I have the support of Joe (he is wonderful) and we are trying to loose the weight together. I didn't get on this site at all over the weekend which was probably a mistake but had a great time.

As far as Joe and me, we are fine right now. In fact, we seemed to have gotten close again. He has been depressed lately because of the stock markets and loosing a ton of money. I just have to be patient with him and realize I have to take care of me. Things will work out the way they are supposed to and no matter how much manipulation or trying to make it go a certain way, it won't unless it is right. Right now, we are right and I am going to enjoy and savor every bit of him while he is in my life.

See you tomorrow!

Still chugging along!

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