4th Week

May 25, 2014

Time is seriously flying! This is pretty exciting stuff! 

Not sure how much I weigh due to the fact that my stupid scale keeps saying 280lbs when I'm 99.999% I'm not. But yeah, I doubt I've lost much. My scars are healing very nicely and so far it's a struggle. 

Going out with friends, seeings them eat 5 burritos from Taco Bell is pretty hard but I'll get the cheesy fiesta potatoes and maybe eat more than half. I did find out I'm more lactose. Can't hold down yogurtland or anything super milky. What else...oh I finally puked my lungs out. Is it weird that I liked it? Idk ate some veggies from Yoshinoya. Made sure to chew them extremely well, made the accident of biting into a chicken and blaaaaah. Everything came out. I learned my lesson. 

Honesly my diet has not been any good. I'm sick and tired of protein drinks so I haven't drank them but I do eat a lot of meals with protein. Like if it doesn't have protein I won't eat. I am getting pretty frustrated with the tiny amounts. Like I don't enjoy food anymore and it gets me so angry...everything I eat drink brings such a pain to my chest while it's "going down" and then if I accidentally eat too fast (which is always) or don't chew correctly it's like pain for hours!!!!! It sucks..but hopefully that gets better throughout the time. 

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