Just remember you are on the journey of a lifetime. Try to enjoy every minute. It may sound weird now, but know that you are cared for and prayed for here, and all too soon this will be but a memory and you will be an inspiration to someone else. I am waiting for you on the losers' bench!
You will love the surgery!! It is the best thing I have ever done for myself, and God will give you the strength and peace and take care of you during the surgery. It can be scary, but if you feed you faith in God and not your fear, then fear has to flee because fear cannot exist with Faith.
God won't let you down as He led you this far, and will walk with you every step of the way. It will make your journey so much easier too!! Without God, I would not have been able to come this far wtihout Him!!
He will do it for you too!! Praying for your complete and fast recovery and healing!! You will soon be Jennifer the LOSER!!