JerseyGirlJenn

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Ok, ok, ok, this s getting way out of hand for me not to be able to keep up on my updates here. LOL Blame it on the lack of brain cells in the past months. I recently went to my surgeon and I have lost a total of 173 lbs in 10 months. I have exceeded my surgeons expectations and I am happy with the progress I have made. YAY!!!!!!!!!!

More to come. Sorry this is so short, I have to do alot of things before I go on vacation.

Yes it is true Ladies and Gentlemen, I can finally fit into jeans! They arent new jeans, they are my mom's. I figured for the time bein, instead of buying new clothes, I have my mom's clothes to wear and then I will slowly get new ones.

I figured let me try them on and see if I can wear them and lo and behold, I can fit in them. WOOHOO!!!!! I am so excited! 

55 lbs down and I can finally wear smaller pants. LOL

Happy Days Are Here Again!!!!!!

June 3rd, 2006 - Wow, its been a long time since I have updated hasnt it? LOL Well, here is a small update on what has been going on with me. I went to the seminar in May with Dr. Schmidt and his associates. Now to say that I wasnt scared is such an understatement. By the time I got to the hospital where the seminar was going to take place, I sat down, my anxiety kicked in and I wanted to bolt out of the room.

Yes, I was petrified but I managed to calm myself down and Thank God I had brought my notebook and started writing. When I get real nervous and scared, I write. Here is what I have written at that time. "I went to Dr. Schmidt's seminar on 5/10/06 and I am a little scared but full of hope for the beginning of my new life. My journey, a journey with new possibilities for a brand new me. Sounds like a narration right? I swear that it's not. Just babbling makes this less nerve wracking to say the least.

But to be quite honest, even though this is a seminar, I'm scared as all HELL!!!!

5 minutes until the seminar starts. What am I doing???????? Well, I can't back out now. I want this to happen, I need for this to happen. Man, I'm gonna lose my freaking (I used a different word when I was writing this down) mind!!!!!!!"

The seminar was very informative and made me feel at ease. But I do admit that after the seminar, I didnt stay much longer and I didnt schedule the consult that night, which I should have but I called the next day and I got the June 22nd date. LOL But this is fine for me. I am not scared anymore. I probably will get apprehensive before the surgery. But that is to be expected. :)

More to come after I see the surgeon. Keep smiling.

P.S. I revised a picture of myself. At least this one is clearer than the one I originally had. LOL