Phew!!!

Apr 10, 2009

I finally hit 100lbs!            I was seriously starting to think that I would never get to it!  It's almost b een a month at -98lbs...finally, this AM I hit -101lbs!  Holy Crap!  To celebrate, I went to the gym!  LOL  Actually, the hubby is supposed to start his shift at 12pm today, so I took advantage of the situation since I have off from work.  Very cool!

By the Dr's goal, I have 37lbs to go.  By MY goal, I have about 17lbs to go.  I am still not sure if I was 160lbs or 150lbs to be my goal.  I am sure I will know when I get there.  And I am getting close!

Other than that, not much new.  My hernia is still here.  It's really annoying the heck outta me.  Not only does it give me physical pain now and then, but it is so bothersome because it sticks out so far.  I can not wear anything snug because I feel so self concious.  I feel like I look like I am pregnant.   I am just hoping that insurance covers fixing it.  And I am really hoping that they can do a tummy tuck while they are fixing it.  That would be LOVELY.

I still have "friends" that feel like it's their duty to point out my imperfections.  Like I already don't know they are there...HELLO!  I know they can't help themselves because they are jealous, but it still hurts.  My relationship with my hubby is great.  But I feel like I am losing friends because they can't handle the physical changes they see in me.  I am still the same person inside.  I just look very different.  That is something THEY have to deal with, or get over.  Not ME.  If they can't handle it, then they were really never truly my friend, right?

TTFN

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