The waiting, the waiting, the waiting

May 10, 2012

I have another appointment with the Surgeons office.  We miscalculated and I weigh in one more time.  The dieting and exercise have taken a back seat.  I have waivered within 2 lbs or been the same for several weeks.  I did go to the gym and started using some of the machines for my arms and did the usual treadmill and rowing machine. 

I need to refocus again.  The waiting is the WORST!  The first four months were a breeze.  As always, I give in to lazy habits and let the excuses creep in, too busy, please the family, etc.  This was suppose to be the year of me!  It lasted a month. 

June 27th can not get here soon enough!  I have lost 30lbs, purchased a food scale, bowls, utensils, protein powder and a few of the required vitamins and of course the body shapers!  I want to be on the losers bench, I want to start this journey and be able to lose weight without the starving.  I want a do over with my eating and exercise. 

Enough of my ranting.    Today is a new day!  I can do this!  Only 47 days!

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