karenp66
SUNDAY 11 APRIL 2010
Well its been a very difficult day for me.. day6 on the liquid diet. My biggest problem is my days off work having too much time on my hands, I became very emotional and cried the full day which really surprised me ... Iv been so excited and on a high about next week. I had been out at a party last night, 1st iv been out in ages as iv been totally hiding myself away as I feel horrible about myself, I had lost 11lbs so I thought id feel ok but I didnt, felt like a frump.. just wanted home to the safety of my 4walls and my nighty!!! great! So no wonder I felt so bad.
To make it worse its so sunny today for the 1st time, and all the feelings I get every year come back, iv nothing to fit me and I hate myself for allowing myself to get like this....
I posted my thoughts on the site, and true to form my friends all pushed me on giving me the support I needed
thanx everyone x 
