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Well, folks sorry i havent been posting on here..I swore i wouldnt be that way lol. However it has been 10 mos and i am down 107 pounds i feel great and no longer am considered diabetic and my Blood Pressure is that of an 18 year old, Ive gone to a size 16 on my way to a 14 jeans down from a size 24!! This surgery has truly been a miracle! I am now an active member of Curves and loving every minute of it.  God bless yu all for all the support and inspirations.

I love you all

kat

You know that girl...........the one who always hid inside  since a very young age shes been there ive known it all along.........but now shes grown up, she was in my shadow, she has curves instead of rolls and walks strongly and stoicly with her head up with the knowledge she did the absolute best thing in the world she could do for her, she has become the butterfly she was always meant to be.

I saw her today ......walking up that hill without skipping a beat, she looked to the sun and smiled glad to finally be released from her cell(s) and truly believing she will never be there again because she is going to be the best she can be and that includes making the right choices and being more active in the world around her.

I saw her today.............the only sadness she had was that her parents arent here anymore to see the beautiful person she has always been, (but maybe they did hmmmm?) but they cant be here to dance with her and celebrate the real importance of life with her anymore, they cant watch as she skips through the flowers to bring them home for the best mom in the world like she really wants to do...........espescially for the warning her mother brought her through her brave and frightening fight with diabetes and all its horrifying side effects, they cannot meet the man who saved her life, thank you very much Dr. Kevin Krause you are my hero.

I saw her today......................a woman looking forward to a life of LIVING, not sitting on the sidelines watching it go by, looking forward to being taken as a human being with feelings and opinions not just being an inconvenient yet soft bump in the road for other people.

Before my life altering decision, i was simply waiting for all the ill effects of the human killer diabetes to leach my life away one single inch at a time painfully.............Now im looking forward to a long and wonderful dance, with all the trimmings.  I look forward to being there and doing things for and with all of you, you too are my heroes too thank you for being there and accompanying me along this wondrous, wonderful journey

well went to my gyno today and weighed on his scale...so im not so sure how accurate it is to my other docs scale and according to the gyns i am down another 4/5 pounds yeeeee hawwww go me!!! i told him what the scale said and he looked at me and said that is absolutely AMAZING kathy!! so i smiled and said okay im losing weight like crazy we better start talkin about bc, he laughed........and on the way out the door this morning my bf says what you getting all sexy to go to work for??? lol i said Awwww thanks honey thats a nice little white lie.........he said who said its a lie??  so i have had another official wow moment, how great is that??

hugz guys i luv yas
kat

I had surgery a week ago last Tuesday (its thursday) and i have lost another 20 pounds.........WOOO HOOOOO thats 30 pounds total from the start of the pre op liquid diet and the after surgery time frame, i can hardly believe my journey has really begun and i PLAN on using this tool to the best of my ability.......
Hugz all!!!
Im goin for a walk on cloud nine!!!
kat

here it is thursday may 17, i am home from the hospital yep i had my surgery on may 15 as planned i have no pain (relatively lol) and am off pain meds already (truth be known i cant stomach the taste of lortab) but feelin fine just a little sore just thought id post my update im goin to eat some sugar free jello ;) god bless yu all that are reading this

hugz 
kat

Im supposed to be at the hospital tomorrow morning at 7 am and i am having surgery at 9..........OMG im so scared lol i finally uploaded a pic on my page in the avatar spot being as i cant get the graphic to work from picture trails ill get that thing if its the last thing i do lol........god please say a prayer my pic is a little thinner of me last year probably almost exactly a year ago as a matter of fact lol i want to get thin........and if its gods will with this surgery i will, it is mostly for health reasons but i have to admit id love to be able to fee pretty again........god bless yu all hope to come back on the losers bench next post

LOL i have two dogs a husky and a jack russell terrorist, and my daughter the oldest one tied my mothers day gifts to their necks with bows well my lil jack (sid) came out of her room trying to get it off his neck and he had the box in his mouth lmao it was like he was delivering a special delivery to me (he was) and a camera woulda been a real good thing but i didnt have any batteries in mine SIGGGHHH 
Anyway im like less than 48 hours from my surgery i THINK lol the thing with beaumont hospital they dont call you til the day before surgery to tell you what time to be there DANGIT nothin like making this all harder than it has to be. Im gonna tell my surgeon thanks alot my kids were actually gonna take me OUT to dinner on sunday but not me NOooooo im on the garden diet protien shakes and veggies siggghhh ill just keep taking that juniors size XL shirt out and lookin at it i want to fit into it so bad its kinda like a size 16 so i thought i can DO That!! lol well happy moms day all of ya god bless!!

hugs from the mitten
kat

and scared and of course having my doubts lol, Im really afraid my sister will come and see me in the hospital and see me in pain and say "told you you shouldnt have done this" stupid i know but the way i feel just the same.
Well heres to a new healthier me god bless you all and keep me in your prayers will you??

thanks
hugs
kat

LOL i had it down to minutes earlier today i think when i take out the sleep time and the work time i end up with 3ooo somethin....SIGH...Im really really lookin forward to gettin on the healing side of this thing, my boyfriends little girl who lives in NJ took my mind off it for a bit he has 2 an 8 yr old and a 6 yr old and they were here last summer, well as part of their easter presents i made them photo albums of their visit with daddy..........and she had it out the other day showing it to a neighbor boy and left it on the porch and it got RAINED ON.......oh my she is so very upset so ive printed her some more pictures of the visit im going to take them and have them laminated so that wont happen ANYMORE lol....
honestly i welcomed the distraction, i had my self a  good cry i guess the first real mourning session for food........im just on a liquid and veggie diet and finally i fried a little zucchinni in olive oil and spices and that seemed to stem the tide of tears i think im just wanting something hot to eat, cold is gettin old lol i still havent gotten my picture trails doo hickey thing workin, we are working on it tho im not just gonna leave that blank gray square there for all time lol........well just letting you know im still here and by some stretch of the imagination still sane...........GAWD is this gonna be a crappy 6 days
GOD BLESS