I have been heavy most of my life.  I was an overweight child and I got picked on alot.  Being picked on by other children drove me to eat.  By the time I was 13, I weighed 180 lbs. and I was only 5 foot 2 inches tall.  I wore a size 16 and I felt miserable.  I started to lose weight after that.  In the summer between 8th and 9th grade, I lost 50 lbs.  I kept the stayed the same weight for a while and one day I realized I had lost 10 lbs.  I was about 16 then.  I was 5 foot 2 inches tall and weighed 120.  I was thin and couldn't really accept it because in my mind I was fat still.  I kept the weight off until I was 19 years old.  I was thin for 5 years.  At 19, I began to gain weight.  In one year I gained about 90 lbs.  I got up to 210 and I felt very bad.  I just felt drained all the time.  So I decided it was time to do something different. I started dieting and excercising almost daily.  At about 200 lbs I switched from a 1200 calorie a day diet to Atkin's diet.  I eventually got down to 170 and I hit a major plateau that I just couldn't break.  I eventually gave up.  After a few months, I started to put on weight again.  I then went to my doctor and was referred out to a dietician.  I went to the dietician for about a year and a half and still couldn't break 170.  So I gave up on her too.  I again started to gain after a couple of months and this time when I went to the doctor, I asked him for diet pills.  He reluctantly prescribed them to me and I started those.  After about 3 or 4 months, I only had about a 10 lb weight loss so I gave up on those.  I then let some time go by and I again gained weight.  This time more quickly.  After a while, I was up over 200 lbs again.  This time I went to Weight Watchers.  I did weight watchers for about 6 months.  I didn't really lose any weight.  (There were numerous other home diets that went on in between times of me reaching out for outside help).  I gave up on that too.  Now I am 225 and a member at a gym that I don't go to.  I'm tired all of the time.  I've had reproductive problems.  I also have plantar faciitis and heel spurs in both feet.  Oh yeah, I also have some insulin resistance.  I am at a point that I am fed up with doing it my way and I feel it is high time I surrender to someone else's.  For me gastic bypass is the best option. 

About Me
ooltewah, TN
Location
22.9
BMI
RNY
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12/21/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 07, 2008
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