I'M Back

Aug 12, 2010

Yes, I am back - after a long time of dealing with life, crap, depression, crap and more crap. I am back because I am so tired of being reminded that I am inflated (words from my own mother). I am tired that I can't walk well since my knees are killing me. I am tired of being tired. I want to feel alive and find a better job and finally be pretty.

Here is a quick update:

1) I have been going out with a wonderful man for almost 3 months now. He has also lost a lot of weight but on his own and his own terms. He reminds me that I am beautiful no matter what but I want to lose weight now to bring my self esteem up and so he can be proud of me.

2) I am losing my job at the end of this year. SOOOOOOO - I am currently hunting, but to no avail. So Here I am

Well I have joined the gym. I am a proud member of Retro Fitness in Sayreville. I am starting out slow by going 3 to 4 days a week, 30 minutes aerobic activity and dedicate each day for a part of my body, one day lower body, one day upper.
I want to get my knee better and hope to go more than 4 days a week.

I have a return appointment for a fill on August 19 with the PA at 4pm. I need to print out everything and get a fill. I am trying to keep a control on my eating, but it's hard.

If anyone is out there and needs a buddy or would like to help me out, let me know. The depression is ever there and well, I am tired of it.

I will write back later tonight. Take care all!

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