HOLY COW

May 04, 2009

I cannot believe it!!!  Okay so I know that I watch far too much Little Einsteins for my own good, but what can I say....AJ loves them.

Anyway, I have finally broken a milestone.  I have moved into the three digit weight loss.  I am currently at 102 pounds down.  Unbelieveable......I have only 16 pounds to get to my goal weight.....a totally manageable amount of weight to tackle losing.  When I started this whole journey it was inconceiveable to me to lose this much weight.  Of course you are optimistic that the surgery would be the tool that would work, but when you are starting out, you just want to lose it, the numbers are secondary to the ones on your scale.  But now having met this current goal, the toughest part is reconciling what your body is to what your brain feels.  I still cannot wrap my brain around the fact that I have lost 102 pounds or that I am wearing a size 8 pair of jeans.  That to the outside world, I am considered a normal weight....me normal.....as if.......

I have some work to do.  Getting the weight off is only part of it.

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