Lillys_Mommy
Lap Band Post Op Blues
Nov 18, 2010
Okay this is my first post but I am 4 days post op. I'm being very whiney about this whole thing. I dont like feeling well, I wish I could have even the smallest thing to eat, like one soft scrambled egg, and I dont like being restricted. I did this for my health and I know 3 weeks from now I'll be back to normal and be happy again but the only way I can describe the whole process is punishment for your stomach. Is there anyone out there who is as cranky as I am? It doesnt help that the people around arent very considerate of my situation. My husband will walk right up to me and ask if he can go pick up take our, or sit next to me and eat 5 mini pumkin pies and lick his fingers. If he does that again I think I will cut his fingers OFF! I also wonder if anyone dreamt of food like I did or are torchered by food commercials? I dont even like the mcrib and i find myself thinking how yummy it might be. I feel like a totall pyscho head case fat ass lol excuse my language or negativity. Im also a little upset with myself because I missed my support group meeting tonight. I really needed some positive feed back and I wanted to bring up the idea of a facebook page for my support group. I figured it'd give us a more daily way to share our experiences instead of once a month. Well i guess we'll see how everything goes in the next few weeks. Incase your wondering my starting out wieght is 285 and my goal is either to be 150lbs or a size 14.....
