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have not been on here in almost a year and gained 17 lbs back ,  ok not good but this aint no pitty party back at it !!!  whoo hoo got 37 lbs to go !!!  I am  gonna do this 

well cant believe that I made it through one year got 40 lbs I have to loose to have plastic surgery so now thats my goal.   119 lbs gone and still ticking

wowsa that took forever to get out of the 220's ,  next week is my 1 year check up !! whoo hooo

down 119 lbs as of today

so when the scale goes up and down or I get stuck/stall for 2 weeks I find myself eating a lot more and eating things I shouldnt ,  I have had cake, cookies, pie this like week....  what is wrong with me, now I have always had a weekness for my cake that is my thing but pie and cookies I never ate those before surgery... any how I am not gaining weight but not loosing like I want ,  I have 20 more lbs I have to loose to be at the doctors goal of 200

gosh I really hate the scale going up and down .  I am 223 right now about 2 weeks ago I was 221 and then popped up to 227 now 223 again,  this sucks .....  trying to get past the 220's

afraid to weigh myself will wait a week to see if this water wieght of 6 lbs is gone that really sucked to gain six... back to 227 grrrrr.  so I started the YMCA  last week and been going to morning madness mon, wed and friday 5 am mornings,  i did zumba sunday, tuesday and thursday last week, this week I did personal trainer monday night ,  zumba tuesday ,  morning madness this am and tonight i am gonna do personal trainer.  hopefully all this working out will jump start the weight loss again

wth is going on jumped on the scale and yep I said up another three so that is a total of 6 lbs in like 2 days .   this sucks big time

that is all

so the last 2 weeks I have been loosing everyother day ,  but today up three lbs  I know its water wieght but still very frustrating ...  any how got down to 221 yesterday and up 224 today ...     I want to loose 20 lbs in the next 5 weeks I know that is a bit outta reach but that is my goal... 

wowsa,  so have to make some difficult choices today , am I gonna join the YMCA for 50 a month and do classes there or keep my personal trainer that rainges between 25 and 50 per session depending if my niece and sister go,  we get a cut rate if 3 of us go then its 25 a piece if 2 then its 35 if one then its 50....  cant afford to keep doing this but in 6 months I have lost allot of inches and its got me heading in th eright direction

I have been sitting on 226 for days and today up two lbs ....  very irritating but I know that I ate some sweets and high calorie over the weekend and maybe it is just catching up to me... working out hard tonight !!!   and joing the YMCA so that I can get some gym time in and work on this problem areas that need a fixing. 

side note the Trayvon Martin case is over Zimmerman walked which is very sad,  had a friend of a firend on face book write some racist stuff on thier page that Trayvon deserved it.   really pisses me off first hting in the morning wondering if my hormones are out of wack took everyhting not to say something to them