another day

Nov 11, 2008

well it has been another day on my journey to be finally happy i really thank all thse whom are helping me on this journey and giving me advise everyday is a struggle no that i am having some health issues i have sleep apnea, sarcoidosis hip pain back pain and foot pain everyday i have to deal with some kind of paid i also have side paide i think or it is kidney pains i ahave had kidney stones in the past and it the pain i mean sorta feels the same.
i want to find a dr and at least get in for a consult that is not so far fo me to drive cause i have 2 infants now and my husband cannot drive for right now believe it or not  when we met hed had suspended licnce and was doing good not driving till the kidney stone pain hit me and i could not even get up and walk i had to crawl as far asi could and him (my husband) and my brother had to carry me to the car once on they way to the hospital we got pulled over by the police they took my husband to jail for driving on a suspended license and called an ambulance to get me,
in turn i had to pay about 1000 dollars for the ambulance ride 100 dollars to get my husband out of jail plus a 3 day hospital stay in turn the officer said i am just doing my job and i said to him my husband is doing his job by getting me where i need to be he then replied he could have just called the amblance i replied no he couldn't have i dont have money to pay for an ambulance when it is less than 1/2 mile from my house to the hospital we were stopped about 75 feet from the hospital entrance and i paid 1000 dollars just to ride 75 feet well make that 1100 cause somebody had to go bail my husband out but to make a long story short he now is a convicted felon for driving on a suspended licence so i have to drive him everywhere inless some one in my family does so iif and when i have surgery i need it to be not that far so he can catch a ride to and from work while i am gone and then someone can pick me up  and he can come see me i have never done a day stay well i have but it has always ended up being a more than a day stay

KINDA FRUSTRATED

Nov 10, 2008

WELL I KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN ON THIS WEBSITE VERY LONG AND I AM JUST GETTING FRUSTRATED I AM TRYING HAVE BEEN TRYING WITH NO SUCCESS BUT I AM NOT GIVING UP I HAVE QUITE A MEDICAL HISTORY ALREADY AND I WAS RECOMMENDED BY MY DR TO DO THIS WLS I HAD THE CHANCE WHEN I WAS 21 SO YOU SEE HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THIS BUT BACK THEN YOU WOULD HEAR ABOUT NOTHING BUT COMPLICATIONS SO I GOT SCARED AND BACK OUT OF THE SURGERY TO THIS DATE I REGRET DOING THAT I AM TIRED OF CRYING AND TIRED OF THE WAY I LOOK  I WAS JUST TELLING MY MOM THE OTHER DAY HOW STRESSED AND AGGRAVATED I WAS AND THAT I FELT EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE I JUST PRAY THAT I GET SOME ANSWER'S SOON TILL NEXT TIME FAMILY TAKE CARE

thanks

Nov 08, 2008

this post is tho thank all of you who have given me some insight on some Dr's here in Florida thanks you so much

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Lake City, FL
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31.6
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RNY
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02/22/2010
Surgery Date
Nov 06, 2008
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