logness
So i am 25 year old young woman. I take care of my mother who suffers from systemic lupus is on diaylsis which has caused her to lose over 100 lbs in 3 years. My mother were full of life active, loving, strong, independent and now fully dependent on my brother, father and I. I honestly never took any time out for myself. Ate what was convient worked went to school nothing more no partying, drinking or drugs. But the constant day to day took a hold on my and had me into a deep depression. Over a year ago i began seeing a therapist who put me on a medication which i must say has given me a new lease on life. I am able to go in public without axiety attacks or panic attacks. I am dating an amazing person who is my heart. My mother is happy because she seeing me enjoying my youth. The only thing now is the RNY to give me my EMMA back. I have never been a small person and to be honest i don't want to be a small person. Right now i weight 301 and i want to be a solid 180. That is my goal and from what everyones told me totally attainable so i am siked.
