Lois S.
Hi, My name is Lois and I'm 38 years old. I have been over weight for most of my life. I have also been dieting most of my teen and adult life. Obviously, this has not worked. I went to Dr. Chua's seminar back in March of 2003 to start the proceedings for possible surgery. My first step of getting my family doctor on board was a disaster. She told me to "go on a diet". Thank goodness she is no longer my doctor. My new one talked to me for 45 minutes and said this was an excellent road for me to take and he will support me 110%! Now that's a doctor I like! After following all the steps, appointments and procedures, I finally got to the point of submitting it to insurance. I did this in late March. The 2 1/2 to 3 weeks I waited were rough! I had my doubts, but when I got the call, I was thrilled! My surgery is scheduled for May 4, 2004 at Aurora Sinai in Milwaukee. I already had the battery of tests at the hospital last week and this week I have the final follow up pre-surgical appointments. One week from now I will be in the hospital!
5/3/04 Well, tomorrow is the big day! I am so thrilled and excited! I'm also not sure if a lot of the excitement is because I get time off of work! Probably a little of both. Today is my last day of work for a couple of weeks, then I'm off to a hotel to spend the night before surgery (5:30am comes early). I have all my food and protein shake ready. I really don't expect it to be very traumatic, since some of the diets I've been on have been worse than this. Well, this is it until I get home! Later!
5/6/04 It's Over!!!! I am 2 days post-op now. I thought this would be harder than this! I had my surgery on Tuesday, had my first liquid diet on Wednesday morning, and went home at noon Wednesday. I'm now doing the soft, melty kinds of foods now. So far so good. I was even on the treadmill for 10 minutes today at a slow speed, just to move around a little bit. I truly expected more pain than this! I used my morphine only once the first day and once the second day (by accident). I have 5 small incisions, the longest is only 1 inch long. I do have bruising around 2 incision sites, but not bad at all. I am learning to get up from chairs like a pregnant woman, though! My family and friends have been great. They call and check up on me frequently. I want to weigh myself, but my scale doesn't go that high. I really have the itch to go get weighed, though. I might go to my PCP and use his scale, just for kicks. I'll let you know how it all goes!
5/11/04 I had my first follow-up visit with the doctor and the dietician today I'M DOWN 13 POUNDS AND 9% BODY FAT IN ONE WEEK!!!!! The last time that happened I was in the hospital with pneumonia! Both told me to progress with foods, since nothing has bothered me yet. I'm going to try more meats and try to get out of the habit of drinking the protein shakes every day. I'll probably drink one every other day if meats go okay. My next appointment is in 5 weeks. I am so excited to be on this path. My new life is going to fun and fabulous! If anyone is wondering if having surgery is worth the hassle, I'll tell you, I have done hundreds of things in my life that were much harder than this, and half as rewarding. I recommend this surgery for anyone who has lived the hell we all know. I'll be going back to work next week, so only 2 weeks off of work is not too shabby. I am getting a little bored though. That's probably the toughest part of this whole deal.
5/19/04 Well, I''m now 2 weeks post-op and feel great! I went back to work today and had no problems at all. I never thought it would be this easy! Why did I struggle and put myself through all those ridiculous diets in the past!? I am eating almost anything I want. I even had a piece of pizza yesterday (even though it took over an hour to eat almost a whole piece). Everyone has been great! I am down 23 pounds now and seeing a real change in my clothing. I've started wearing clothes that haven't seen daylight for months! Everyone says they can tell I've lost weight in my face. I can tell it in my hands and feet as well as my middle. I am just thrilled with my brand new start!
August 16, 2004
It's been almost 15 weeks since surgery and I have lost 70lbs! I am so excited! I have about another 50 that I would like to lose. I am down about 4 sizes now and for the first time in a long time I am able to shop in the misses department instead of the women's department! Also, for the first time in 22 years, my driver's license is factual!!!! I feel so great and the compliments keep coming in. I have not been able to do much for exercise for the past 4 weeks due to plantar facitis (foot pain), but I have been lifting some weights and stuff. This was definitely the best thing I've ever done for myself. I am starting to look into plastic surgery to get rid of the extra skin around my middle. If only they could just push it up to my chest! Anyway, if anyone reading this is debating about having this surgery, I would DEFINITELY say "DO IT"!! I have no regrets at all. Dr. Chua and his entire team are the best!
9-30-04
Well, it's been just short of 5 months and I am 90 pounds lighter today! I am so thrilled with the results! I went from a size 24 and am now in a solid 16 (and a few 14's)! I am thinking that in about 30 pounds or so, I'll be where I'm comfortable, especially for my height. People are really commenting on my changes, even men! My husband doesn't really say much, but I think he's happy for me. I did my first shopping spree since surgery and it almost brought me to tears when I say myself in clothes that fit me. Up to now, I've been sewing everything in. I can't believe this is me in this smaller body! My health is incredibly improved. I sleep through the night, my ankles don't swell (I actually have ankles now!), my knees don't ache, I haven't had a back ache in 5 months, and my energy level is incredible! I have no problem going all day long without feeling like a nap. I am starting to struggle a little bit with getting enough protein. I am going through the food tolerance issues again. One day everything goes down fine, the next is touchy. I know this is "normal", so I just have to make up for it in a shake or something. My hair is still thinning (which I also know is normal) but it has definitely improved alot. I've been taking Biotin every day by the recommendation of the doctor. I think it is helping. He said that once my nutritional intake stabilizes and my body gets used to the decrease in calories and food, my hair will grow back. That's fine with me. I had plenty of hair to spare. I've never been to happy in my life. Even though not everything is perfect in my life, just knowing I have accomplished this and making my way through the rest of my life with these changes, I feel totally blessed and excited about each and every day!
November 5, 2004
Well, I am officially 6 months post-op and still loving life! I am down to 217 today. I was down to 213 2 weeks ago, but for some reason 4 lbs crept back. I have been at a stand still for about a week and a half, which is kind of discouraging. But I increased my walking and started jogging a little bit in hopes of getting off my plateau. I am happy to say I have dropped from a size 24 women's to a 14-16 misses now. I hope that at the end of this I will be a more comfortable 12-14. I don't know where this will end, but wherever it is, I'm sure a lot better off than I was 6 months ago. I've had numerous people ask me about it and I am constantly giving praise to Dr. Chua and his team. I would recommend this to everyone! I am getting a little sick of seeing the specials on tv about the bypass and people who have or almost died from it and surgeries like it. I only stress to my friends the importance of a great doctor who specializes in obesity and one who has tons of experience. I have never been happier with my results and am inspired every day to get out of bed and see what my new world has to offer me. I love my new SELF!!!!
December 28, 2004
I had my 6 month appointment last week (even though it's been 7 months) and the doctor and nutritionist were very happy! I have lost about 110 lbs. so far. The doctor said I will probably lose only about another 10-20 more and then should taper off from there. I am only 9 lbs from being in the "normal" range for weight. I have never been happier in my life! The best thing was going shopping with my mom after my appointments, since it was almost Christmas and I was in desperate need of pants. I never imagined the size I am now! Before this whole surgery I was a womens 24-26. Today, I am shopping in the Misses department and my pants are a size 12!!!!!! I still can't believe it!! I am so thrilled with everything! I have had very little problems tolerating foods. I have learned which ones to stay away from or to not eat at certain times, but all in all, my lifestyle is completely livable and effortless. Even my husband has lost 20lbs in changing his lifestyle to something healthier. I can't state enough how incredibly satisfied and thrilled with my surgery, the surgeon and his staff. Thank you everyone for giving me the best present for Christmas - a great outlook on life and new clothes to boot!!!
February 4, 2005
Happy 9 month anniversary to MEEEEE! Today is 9 months since surgery. I am officially down 120 lbs and in the "normal" range for weight! According to the doctor, I am only 5-10 lbs. from stopping. I am so thrilled! I went shopping again (it's so easy to do now!) and discovered that I am in a comfortable size 10 in misses and even wear a 13 in juniors! A far cry from the 24 I was! Now I am trying to find out about having excess skin removed in the future, but am trying to play the insurance game. I have to wait a little while, but it never hurts to start searching early. Life is SOOOOOOOO GGGOOOOOOOODDDDD!
March 20, 2005
I had my latest check up for my 9 month appointment, (even though it's been 10 months) this week with Dr. Chua's team. I love going to those appointments! His whole team are so enthusiastic and fun! I always end up meeting new people in the waiting room that are in some stage of undergoing this process. I have pretty much stabilized at 185 lbs., give or take 3-4 pounds that I fluctuate. Dr. Rudic was really impressed with my success and was happy that I had lost almost all my co-morbidities! He asked me about the skin removal surgery and if I would be interested in that. I told him I am considering it. I figure I've come this far, why not finish it all off! I have another appointment in July. At that point, if my weight hasn't done any drastic moves and my blood lab work all comes back good, we are going to make an appointment 2 months later for me to talk to Dr. Chua again. I was not aware that he also did this type of surgery! I am a little apprehensive because I don't know anyone or can't find anyone who has had this type of surgery done by him. But, on the other hand, I was so impressed with him and his skills for my VBG, that I find it hard to doubt his skills. I'll be calling his office to try to get a couple of names of people he's done, just for piece of mind. If all goes well, I could be looking at a new tummy for Christmas!
May 6, 2005
OH MY GOD!!! It's been 1 whole year since surgery! I can't believe it went this fast! So much happens in a year! I went to Dr. Chua's seminar again, which happened to be the exact date of my surgery. It was so awesome to spend my night with the doctor who changed my life! I had such a great time with other clients and the prospective ones! I am currently at 182lbs and loving every minute of it! I really don't lose much anymore, just fluxuate about 3-5 lbs. I talked to Dr. Chua about the tummy tuck in the future and he was very encouraging! I totally trust him and am so excited to get rid of the extra "Baggage". I am presently wearing junior's size 11 pants comfortably. I just purchased my very first pair of button fly Calvin Klein jeans in size 11's! Even though they were way too short, I rolled them up once and have some awesome looking capri's! After all, they were all of $4.00 from GW Fashions (Goodwill)!! I love shopping, trying on fashionable clothing, and just waking up every morning with something to live for is so amazing! Dr. Chua is in my prayers every day. I still get at least one person every single day who comments on how good I look! I never got comments when I was heavy, and now I get them all the time! I even was told tonight that I need to gain weight! I am just inside the "normal" category for my weight and I assured them that I am done losing. Men are giving me a second look, even though I am married. It still feels great to know that I've "Got IT"!!!!! I don't think I can ever have a single regret about my life from now on. Not even the pain I was feeling when I was obese. It is all a learning and growing process and I have now lived on both sides of the fence! I love myself!!!!!!!
June 6, 2005
I am now 13 months post-op and life couldn't be better! I feel so incredibly strong, both mentally and physically. I've started to go running about a month ago. I started just running down hill 3 blocks from my house, but last week I actually jogged through town and did 2.3 miles without stopping! I did it again later in the week. I have also made up my mind that I am going to run the 5K for a local festival. I think that I will be ready for it in a month. I would like to be able to do 3 miles without stopping at that point. I'm not out for any medals or anything. I just want to prove to myself (and anyone who has ridiculed me in the past) that I am a strong and determined person who can overcome! There are so many times lately that I just stop to think about where I've been and where I've come. I regret that I allowed myself to become someone who, deep down inside, I knew I was not. Life is my playground now and I'm going to use every inch of it! I still talk to many people about this type of surgery and would do it all over again in a heartbeat! There is nothing better than feeling "normal" and healthy.
July 7, 2005
It's been 14 months since surgery and my life is great! Since last month I have really been enjoying jogging, and have increased my goals. I am currently jogging 6.4 miles (without stopping!) in 1 hour and 15 minutes. I do this 3 times per week! I also go walking in between there. I can't believe how good I feel every time I do it. I have also changed my goal for running in a race. I am now going to be running the 10K at the Holland Festival at the end of July, and the 4 mile Brat Trot in August. I am so excited to be doing this for myself. I always had the dreams of the things I would do if I were a thin and healthy person, but somehow they just remained dreams....until now! I am making the most of my life since we can only go around once in this world. God gave me this body and I am bound and determined to make the most of it. I go to see Dr. Rudic next week to discuss the probability of my next surgery to have the excess skin removed from my stomach, hips and inner thighs. I would feel much better about myself, not to mention be a bit more comfortable in my clothing. I don't have a ton of extra skin that hangs down to my knees or anything, but it's enough that I have to "arrange" the skin folds depending on the outfit. When I go to the meetings in Miwaukee ever month, I get so inspired by Dr. Chua. To meet and talk to the other people who have, like me, had their lives changed so dramatically by Dr. Chua, is such an uplifting and spiritual awakening. I always leave by giving him a hug and thanking him. He truly saved my life. I would advise anyone reading my bio that if you are considering having surgery, do it for two people: The person you are now who is in need of help and is at the end of your rope, and the person you know you can become as a positive, healthy, vibrant, and truly happy person full of life.
August 6, 2005
Well, I just passed my 15 months of thin and healthy since surgery! Last week I ran a 10K race (and didn't even come in last!) and today I ran a 4 mile run (and again wasn't last!). With the exception of a groin pull today, I feel just awesome! I am enjoying my summer and the activities so much! I often find myself thinking about what I was like before and how miserable summers were for me. No matter how hard you look, there are no articles of clothing that are truly fun, summery and age appropriate in sizes 2 or 3X. My latest concern is what I am going to do with myself for the winter. I have a treadmill, but running on it just isn't the same. I can't afford to go to the YMCA for 4 months, so I am open for suggestion from anyone.I have been recently been uping my protein for the fitness aspect of it and have found that a powder called Unjury is really a great one! It mixes easily and doesn't have a horrible taste. I put it in my Crystal Lite, my smoothies, and even added to a recipe for home made protein bars. I have been pretty stable with my weight at 176. I feel healthy and have more energy than ever. No napping for me! I have met many wonderful people along the way and at Dr. Chua's seminars who are contemplating surgery. To any and all of you who read this, LIFE IS GOOD! BECOME AN ACTIVE PARTICIPANT IN IT! I've never been disappointed with my VBG,never had any complications, and find this was so much easier than some of the diets I did in the past. I wish everyone the best in their journey, and encourage you to go with your dreams.
September 28, 2005
It's been almost 17 months and I am getting anxious for surgery to remove the extra skin. Lots of people tell me that I don't need it, but they can't see what I am tucking into my pants! The right clothing can hide a multitude of sins! I have lost a little more weight, mostly due to exercise, but also the stresses of work upset my stomach and eating doesn't come easy. I find myself getting reflux when I get stressed and upset. Thank goodness the holidays are stress free in the retail spectrum! HA! I have learned to eat a better breakfast before work so that I can keep going throughout the day with little food. I do snack a little during the day, but not much agrees with me during those times. My favorite snack is now those flavored soy nuts! Salsa flavor rocks and the protein is awesome! I will be talking to Dr. Chua again soon to see when we can schedule the skin removal. I can't wait! The last time I talked to him about it he said I would probably go down a size. WOW! That would put me at about a 5-7 juniors or 6 misses! Who'd-a-thunk-it! I feel so incredibly fabulous. I am still amazed that I have all this energy all day long. I don't ever really want to sit down and relax. I feel like I've missed out on doing things for so long, that I need to play catch up! I still encourage anyone looking for a terrific tool for permanent weightloss to check out Dr. Chua's seminar. It's a great start to a great new life!
November 12, 2005
I am officially just past the 18 month stage of post surgery and have never felt such a love for life! I am hanging steady at about 168, give or take a couple here and there. I am also wearing size 6 jeans! I never thought this would happen! I always looked at this size clothes and thought in the back of my mind that this person must be anorexic! I am still running when I can. Last week I ran 8.5 miles without stopping and I would like to take a day and just see how far I could go. I have been getting information about 1/2 marathons and mini-triathalons for next year. I hope I can snap back quickly after more surgery. I have to have a hysterectomy on the 23rd of November (yup, I'll have my turkey through a tube!) and am attempting to have a full body lift done by Dr. Chua in January. I had my consult and pictures with him 2 weeks ago. I just hope and pray that insurance will cover this. Dr. Chua makes me feel so at ease about everything. I am confident he will do a terrific job on me. I love going to the meetings twice a month to speak to prospective clients of Dr. Chua. I feel so empowered being able to speak from the heart about my experiences, my successes and the wonderful team of Dr. Chua's. I always thank them for their belief in me and my success and for their talents, but sometimes feel like it isn't enough. This new life I have is nothing short of miraculous. I wake every morning with the feeling that there is nothing I can't do and there is no excuses for not trying. My health is so incredibly good (with the exception of an angry uterus!) it has absolutely changed every part of me, mind, body and soul. If I can help even one person with their struggles like mine, I feel blessed. This is the most amazing life and nothing will ever bring me down again!
January 20, 2006
It's been a while since I've updated, but so much has happened! The day before Thanksgiving, I had a hysterectomy. I was so miserable having cramps all the time, having my period every 4-57 days, and having them l last between 3-17 days was horrible! I would bleed so bad I slept on the toilet the first 2 nights to avoid getting up every 30 minutes! That is all over now. I was off of work for 6 weeks with that which really sparked a ton of controversy at work. I was accused of "Planning" this so I would have off for the entire holiday season, and in retail, that is a huge no-no. I was so ticked off! I didn't just wake up one day and ask myself if I should have my nails done or get a hysterectomy! I followed my doctor's orders when he said he wanted me at his next available appointment. Well, I came back to work January 3rd and was met with a lot of tension. I had enough. If I can't do something to take care of myself and not suffer anymore without dealing with the BS and repercussions at work, it isn't worth it. I applied for a job at a local bank and yesterday, I GOT THE JOB!!! I put in my notice and felt an instant relief! I start on the 30th. My only problem is this: Dr. Chua (the most wonderful man in the entire world!) made the application for preauthorization to my insurance for having the extra skin removed. I was denied coverage before Christmas and followed through with my own appeal. I re-took glorious "Nudie" pictures and wrote my letter. Last week I received notice from insurance that they will contact me within 20 days. This should bring it to next week. Now with starting a new job, I may have to buy COBRA insurance, which in really expensive! Also, I have to explain this to my new employer if this happens. Dr. Chua did say that he could get me in in February so I could have surgery on a Thursday so I would have 4 days of recovery before thinking of going back to work. Since I will have a job with no physical activity, I should be okay. This concerns me a little, but my new boss at the bank is AWESOME! I knew her before and she is so cool. I hope she'll be okay with it all. Anyway, until then, I wait and call insurance every day! Physically, I am doing well. I got back into running again a couple of weeks ago and am up to 6.5 miles again. It will take time, but I am determined to run the 1/2 marathon in May. I think I can do 13 miles with support along the way and a fresh battery for my MP3 player! I did gain a little weight (9 lbs) while I was off work, but I'm not concerned. People told me I looked better, but some of that was because I was in misery before. I'm now at 175 instead of the 165 I was down to. I'd be really happy to stay at 170 ish. I feel so incredibly healthy and alive! I am always amazed with myself and what I can do. I don't think there is anything I can't do! I still thank God for Dr. Chua and all his staff. They have really taken personal care and ongoing care to a new level. There is no feeling in the world like having a physician who cares so much for you and your well-being. He is truly a testament to his profession!
February 2, 2006
Well, the big ball fell. I was denied for my appeal for the panniculectomy. I am going through a ton of emotions, everything from depressed to angry to spiteful. I now have to look into paying for this whole thing on my own. I am in enough debt already, just started a new job for less money, and have a short list of very important things I need to get soon, like tires for my truck. On top of it all, I just finished getting all of my doctors to be Aurora based, and now my new insurance doesn't cover Aurora! Why me?!?!?! I just keep telling myself that God lets everything happen for a reason and someday, I'll figure this out. I'm certainly not going to change doctors again, since I am really happy with the ones I have now. I'll just end up paying more for services again. Anyway, wish me luck in finding the winning lottery ticket!
April 13, 2006
I am just 9 days away from turning 40! I can't believe it! I am really excited for this birthday, since I never really looked forward to any of them before this. I am a little down on myself right now because I am experiencing some soreness and swelling in my right knee for no apparent reason. I am a little scared to start running again for fear of really injuring it. I have the itch though, and the weather is getting nicer! I may try it and, if it hurts too much, I can always walk for exercise. I have put a little weight on since quitting my job at the store, mostly because I am not NEARLY as active at the bank as I was in retail. So, now I'm about 181 lbs, still well within my "normal" range. Dr. Chua and Dr. Tan said this will come down again when I become more active. I agree. I still can't believe how incredible I feel. I thought that by now I would have forgotten how crappy I used to feel, both physically and emotionally, but I guess it never really leaves you. I was hurt and hurting so deeply inside as an obese person that I never really expected to ever feel good about myself and my successes. In fact, the last time I weighed this same weight, I was 12 or 13 years old! How sad is that! I am still going to pursue my next surgery with Dr. Chua removing the excess skin from my entire middle section. I am currently trying to find ways to come up with $6,000 or $7,000 for the surgery.
August 29, 2006
Okay, I am thoroughly ticked! I have been doing posting on my profile, and when I went to update it the other day, everything after April 13th, 2006 is gone! I had a ton of things happen to me that I posted, and now I'm going to try to remember what all led up to what happened up to now!
I got my date and counted down to my "Flubber Removal" lipectomy. This is the one where the flubber is removed from all the way around my middle. I also had a hernia, which turned into 2, that Dr. Chua would repair as well. The road to surgery was tough! Dr. Chua asked if I would agree to do this at a DAY SURGERY center, which means in at 7am and out by 5pm. He assured I would have some good drugs and he would be there on call for me if I needed. I agreed to this to keep costs WAY down, and he gave me a sweet deal on his end. I totally trust this man with everything. He's never steered me wrong and I know he would never give me anything I couldn't handle. So, to come up with as much money possible to pay the $1350.00 I needed, I sold almost everything that wasn't nailed down in the house on Ebay. I did pretty well! My surgery date was August 24th, 2006. The Wisconsin Surgery Center was AWESOME! The people were fabulous and I was never nervous with them! I was in the operating room at 9:15am and walked out of the center at 4:30pm to go to a hotel for the night. My surgery lasted about 4 hours with 2 hernia repairs included. The nursing staff was awesome! They kept asking my pain level, and honestly, it wasn't more than 2 on a 1-10 scale! I was so amazed I didn't hurt more! I have 2 drains in front and tons of bandage padding around me, all held tightly with a surgical binder. We came home the next day and I've since been doing great! I take short walks, can sit in a semi-reclined position and have only taken pain pills when I go to bed, simply because they help me sleep! The only problem I have is the rubbery tape across the top and bottom of the bandages and the bunching up of the bandages underneath causing a pinching feeling once an a while. I haven't seen Dr. Chua's handywork yet, but will tomorrow. I can't wait! I really want my dressings changed since they are stained with excess fluids and stuff and get crusty. I also can't wait to shower! So, all going as planned tomorrow, I'll do another entry and let you know how my post op visit went. I also want to get some pictures of before and afters to post. I would have done it by now, but my camera was stolen the week before. Thanks everyone for your thoughts, prayers and support, especially, thank you Dr. Chua!
October 30, 2006
It has been almost 2 1/2 years since my VBG and 2 months since the belt lipectomy. Holy Cow do things change! I know I was supposed to wait 3 months to exercise, but Dr. Chua said I could start softly for now. Well, I'm very impatient and have started running again! I couldn't believe the first time I went out, I did 4.2 miles! I went Sunday for another 4.2 and tonight for a quick 2.8! It is so addicting and I am seeing the results I wanted. I want to drop a couple pounds and firm up again, since I was relatively dormant for awhile. My 6's are fitting better again and I love the flat stomach! I also have a butt that ends and doesn't run into my thighs! I am trying to lose a couple more pounds to get into the 170-175 range again, and if I keep up the activity level, it won't take long! I am amazed on a daily basis the accomplishments, success, and incredible feelings of happiness I experience in myself and my self worth! Now THIS is what life is all about!!!
December 20, 2006
Wow! It's been a while since I've written, but everything is going along so perfectly! It's almost Christmas, and I didn't put up a tree. My husband and I are the only ones who would see it, and I don't have time to take it down before we leave for the Badger's Capital One Bowl on the 30th! So, we are just having a Christmas wreath instead. I was really stumped on what to ask for this year, so to top my list was new running shoes! My new boss, who is awesome, and I are trying to plan to so a mini triathalon this coming year, and I also want to run a 1/2 marathon and a couple small races if possible. I want to get back into shape, because I feel myself going the other way. I lost 12 lbs. in about 10 days with the flu, and am now back to my same weight. Darn those Christmas cookies!!! But, if anyone is reading this, I want to wish you a very Merry Christmas, a blessed New Year, and happiness, good health and love for a lifetime to come!
January 12, 2007
Happy New Year! What a start it has been! I got a promotion at work, a nice raise, had a wonderful time in Florida for the Badger's game, and am looking forward to another great year! I did make a couple resolutions this year. I want to lose about 10 lbs and be fitter so I can do a small tri-athalon this year, which means I also need to get back to running, which means I also need to find a new swim suit, which means I need to make time to get into shape, yadda yadda yadda! I gained a little weight since August when I had the flubber removal, so I need to work it off and tone up. So, basically, I need to make time for me this year. After all, I'm worth it! Happy New Year Everyone!!!
May 29, 2007
OMG! OMG! OMG!!! Time flies! I am now in heavy training for a triathlon! In my last entry I was planning on doing a mini-triathon, but now plans changed! In 10 days I am doing a bigger one (still a sprint, but bigger than the one I intended to do!) It is a 400m swim (in open water bbrrrrrr!), a 15 mile bike (need more butt padding!) and a 3.1 mile run (I'm okay with that). I don't really care how long it takes me, but as long as I finish upright and not in an ambulance! I went running the other morning and felt so incredibly good. I didn't want to stop, but had to or else I'd be late for work. Wish me luck in this "first" for me!
June 7, 2007
It's official! I'm scared to death! I will be doing my first triathlon in 3 days and I'm nervous as all get out! I'm not nervous about Channel 12 doing a story about me there (that part is pretty cool as long as I don't make an A$$ of myself by falling down or something), but I have a great fear of the unknown. I am not prepared for the swimming part, since it's going to be in cold water and I don't have a wet suit. I don't know how to transition or how to prepare between each event for the next one without wasting time. I want really good pictures of me doing it and finishing (hopefully) with my head high, but my husband is not thrilled about going with me to support me, in fact, he hasn't said anything very supportive at all yet. I think he is, but doesn't voice an opinion. He doesn't understand that in times when you feel like you want to quit and give up, the best pick-me-up is someone yelling "GO LOIS! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!" I'm hoping mere strangers will give me the boost I need. I'll post some pictures of the race when I have them. I hope I find a real satisfaction in accomplishing this. Really, it's all I want is the satisfaction of knowing I am physically and mentally capable of this accomplishment, where a mere 3 years ago, I would have opted to sit in a lawn chair as others went by me. Wish me luck!!
June 11, 2007
I can't believe I did it! I finished the Triathlon in Green Bay! I got there late, but a worker inspired to me to go on and do it! I was going into the water when the last wave was coming out, but when I got to the bike part, I kicked butt! I passed 11 people! The run was funny. I felt like someone took my legs and switched them around. They just wouldn't work like they should! I walked a little way due to a leg cramp, but ended up running in to the finish line! I didn't end last and the feeling of completing it with everyone cheering was amazing! Everyone there is like a big family, cheering ALL participants on in every event. It was a remarkable experience and I can't wait to domy next one! I am doing the Manitowoc one in August, but would like to do one in July as well. It all depends on how much money I can come up with. These things are expensive! Anyway,bring on the next one!!
July 4, 2007
Okay, how much cooler can my life get?! June was awesome with doing my first triathlon and getting my pic and story in the newspaper... Now THIS! On July 22, Dr. Chua along with the news media, arranged for me to be the one to run out onto the baseball field between innings of Miller Park during the Milwaukee Brewers game, and "STEAL 2ND"! Yes! I get to physically pick up 2nd base and run off the field with it and keep the base! I am so excited! How fun is that going to be?! I think my husband is a bit jealous, but I did tell him I would let him touch it ;-) I am now an hour away from doing my 1st run for the season. I'm ready for it, since I'm just doing 2 miles. I've set a goal for myself to see how many consecutive days I can run (and it must be at least 2 miles). Today is day 5. I'm feeling so good and strong, but need to improve my lung capacity for the next 2 triathlons in August. My sister-in-law is doing one with me, so that will be exciting! Hopefully, next time I write, I'll have pic's of the Brewer Game and me with 2nd base!!!! Happy Independence Day!
August 26, 2007
Wow! Pretty much stuff happened in a short time! Went on a Smokey Mountain vacation to meet up with my family (we haven't been together in 9 years!) and had fun. I even wore my 1st bikini in front of my family! I was training, but not very hard for my second triathlon that I completed yesterday!!! It was fun, but I was too stressed out to perform like I wanted to. I did,however, take almost 12 minutes off my previous triathlon time! It was okay, but I probably won't do that one again. I will probably do 1 or 2 more runs this year and then call it quits until 2008. I have set my goals for next year, so I will be training more in winter to achieve them. My goals are to do about 4 running races between 5-10k each, do 2 or 3 triathlons, and the biggie - I want to run a half-marathon! I believe I can do 13 miles, maybe not as fast as most, but I think I can do it! My hubby gave his first verbal concern last night that I might hurt myself. I told him I could trip down the stairs and hurt myself too, but I can't dwell on possibilities or doubts. I was given this life changing opportunity, and I'm gonna make the most of it! I realized as I was biking yesterday, just how much time of my life I wasted just sitting around and eating, not enjoying the beauty around me. I have a lot to make up for!
December 21, 2007
It's been a long time, but I feel the need to post! It's almost Christmas and I'm actually prepared! Only a husband to buy for and he gives no hints. I've been stressing a LOT lately! Here's the semi-condensed version: I donate plasma, and about a month ago was deferred because an irregular pulse was detected. Had to get cleared by my doctor before returning, but my normal PCP was gone. His fill-in did an EKG and detected lots of missed beats. So, I ended up with a 48 hour heart monitor. It's been over a week and I've heard nothing. Called Cardiology and they can't give me info. Called my doctor and the nurse said it takes at least 2 weeks (so probably into January) until I will hear from them! Until then, only light activity and preferably with people and carry a phone! STOP FREAKING ME OUT! Just tell me if I'm okay or not! My family has a lot of heart problems and I fear I am next. Even my cousin a couple years older has had a heart attack. I want to run, but am a little scared to. I'm going to start some light jogging anyway at the high school because I'm tired of watching myself get flabby. Okay, done freaking out. Have a Merry Christmas everyone! See ya in the new year!
February 14, 2008
Happy Valentines Day! But SERIOUSLY! What's with all the snow?! I'm tempted to build fire in the back yard to at least melt some snow and give us a place to put the new stuff! Enough stuff has happened since last time. After tons of tests for the heart thing and finally getting to see the Cardiologist, it was determined that a lobe of my heart is functioning at less than 50%. It also makes the opposite side work harder and is enlarged. I'm on a medication that is supposed to stop the irregular beats, and so far it's working. Down side it that it makes me dizzy and nauseous sometimes. It also makes me have asthma symptoms. I already have asthma, so now I get attacks more frequently. Up side, he told me to do my races and stuff and work my heart. So now I'm training again for the upcoming year's races. I'm attempting to do a couple 5 & 10 K's, a duathlon, 3 triathlons, a half marathon and hopefully a full marathon this year! Gotta start training hard! I'll get some good runs in in April when I go visit my sister in Houston. I'm so excited! It will be a good time. Also a downer since last time, I lost my cousin who is a year older than me. He died a couple weeks ago of a stroke. A stroke at 42?! It really makes me examine my life. I miss him, even though we didn't live close. He was to get married in June. God rest his soul. He was a good man. It really gives me incentive to prove myself more worthy of this great life I've been given! 'Til next time! Take care!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME!!! It's been 4 years since surgery, and I couldn't be happier! I've been through quite a bit lately (a heart condition discovery, 4 root canals in a month, work crap, etc.) but I'm still determined to conquer! I'm training now for all my races this year! I think I'm up to 11 races of various types, and feeling great! Today, I ran, walked and biked, just because I could! I have to keep reminding myself of where I came from and where I am now. It keeps me in check, keeps me healthy in my eating habits, and reminds me that I have a long, healthy life ahead of me! My life is good! Bring on the rest of it!!
Wow! It's been a while! Well, let's see. I was running to get in shape for a half marathon, then fractured my leg on a run in July so couldn't do that. Did my first duathlon! It was fun, but next year I'm doing it by myself. I did it with a friend and, because I wouldn't leave her behind, we came in last. I didn't get to run any of it because she didn't run. Kind of disappointing for me, but she was happy. Lately, had to change cardiologists for insurance reasons. I see a specialist December 5th because the doctors can't figure out what's happening to me and how to treat it. It sounds more and more like I'll be having heart surgery of some sort. I'm pretty freaked out about it and can't sleep much, but I have great friends that support me. I am trying to get back to running again, but starting over from scratch is hard. I need to take the time to do this for myself. I feel better doing it and it's a great stress reliever. I'll be back to fighting form again soon! I promise myself!
January 21, 2009 Time flies! Hard to believe it'll be 5 years in May! Fortunately, I feel great and have kept off most of the weight. The 160's was WAY to light for me, so I am comfortable in the low 180's to upper 170's. Very manageable as well. I'm trying to get back to running again, but treadmilling is boring. Can't wait for some 40 degree weather to get back to running outside. Until then, I'll make due with the machines. I'll be out of commission for a little while. My heart thing is real and weird, so February 6th I'm having a surgical thing that I'll have wires and such spewing from my groin. Worst case scenario, I'll get a pacemaker. I understand that it wouldn't stop my running though! I'm scared and nervous 'cuz I'll be at the hospital alone all day. My hubby has to be in Milwaukee for his own doctor's appointment. Anyway, think summer and lets warm up! I wanna run!!!
April 5, 2009 Let's play catch up! February sucked! My husbands aunt died the first week, I had heart surgery the second week, had a tumor (non-cancerous) and an ovary removed the third week, and lost my cousin to a heart attack the 4th week. Talk about a crappy month! Now, it's my husband's turn. He just had his first colonoscopy last week (clean as a whistle, inside and out!), this week he has a double hernia repaired on his belly button. I am only going to see Dr. Tan this week because I'm coughing up a little blood for 3 weeks and have some stomach pain. Probably an ulcer, no worries. So, I'm sure I'll have my first endoscopy later. Good news is that the weather is getting better and I've been getting back to running! I feel great and can't wait! Work has been stressful and busy so I need my stress reliever bac!
September 9, 2009 Only 11 days until I run my first 1/2 marathon. I'm psyched but scared. As long as I have enough sense to be well hydrated before I go, I'll be okay. Not looking for any records, just finish. Not sure what the deal is, but for some reason I lost my appetite for about 2 weeks now and have lost 13 lbs. I just can't get myself to be hungry or want to eat. Still doing a protein drink, but even that takes all day for me to finish. Don't have a reason, but I feel okay. It's probably a phase. I'll let Doc know if it continues. Wish me luck!
March 24, 2010 Long time since the last post! Since then, survived the winter and am trying to get into running outside, weather permitting. I have to take a couple weeks off because I just had a heart monitor surgically implanted in my chest wall. Hopefully, this will give the doctor and I some answers to the weirdness that I experience far too often! I am setting my goals for this year already! I want to do the Green Bay Triathlon again (missed it last year) in June, the 50 mile bike in September, and my first full marathon in September as well! I'm excited to get training! Other than that, not much exciting happening. I got my sense of taste and smell back almost 100%, and have regained a few of the 26lbs I lost when I had no appetite. No idea what that was about. Still holding steady at 172-176! I love my band!
May 13, 2010 I missed blogging on my 6 year anniversary! All things with my band are more wonderful than I could have imagined. Now if only my heart would cooperate! Had a monitor placed inside my chest to capture my weirdness that my heart does. Tomorrow I have a stress test, and then we'll try medications again. Still able to do everything I love though! Heredity just took over with the heart thing, so no worries with the band. Very cool that Dr. Chua likes to check in with me and my health! Never thought I'd have a doctor who not only is talented, but also caring and a great friend!
September 6, 2010 So much is going on! Just last month was a rollercoaster! I lost my job, filed for divorce, was denied unemployment, and am now filing for the appeal, and was supposed to have a biopsy done to find out if I had breast cancer but they decided to wait another 6 months. To top it off, a wonderful friend who I confided in, got strength from and hold close in my heart, is going through worse times right now, and so we needed to put our contact with each other on hold for awhile so we can each concentrate on our own issues better. All I can do for now is hope for better times and strength for now and the future. I lost my desire (hopefully temporarily) for running, but feel I need to challenge myself. So in 3 weeks I am doing a 50 mile bike trip. It should be great, as long as the weather is good!
December 4, 2010 Well, things do change! When I thought I was at my lowest point in my life, things have a way of turning around. My divorce is final in about 2 weeks. I met someone on the 50 mile bike trip in September! We hit it off right away and did the 50 miles together, along with his 4 friends. It was such a good time! We were in constant contact for a number of weeks. My husband then decided to give me a week to get out of the house. So, with no place to go, no job and no money, my new friend invited me to stay with him until I get back on my feet! He travels ALOT for work so I have the place to myself almost all the time. I also have a seasonal job (better than nothing!), and won my unemployment appeal hearing! The best part of all is have found someone who loves me for me, thinks and tells me often that I am sexy and beautiful, is very affectionate, trusts me, cares for and about me, and we share so many common interests, but mostly enjoy each other. He is a dream come true! I couldn't have imagined finding someone to share my life with as wonderful as he is. I feel like the luckiest person in the world!
January 24, 2011 My life is on a slow climb uphill from where it was 6 months ago. I am living with Joe, who is the most wonderful part of my life. I am working but still looking for a more suitable and satisfying job, but am in a healthy relationship with someone who shares the interest and importance of health and fitness. I am enjoying my new location in Oshkosh and keeping myself busy, healthy and enjoying every day. Joe is a good influence on me in regards to food choices, so my weight is steady at 172-175. Would like to lose a couple pounds before March when I will be meeting Joe's family for the first time. But if it doesn't happen, it's ok. Loving my new life!
May 5, 2011 Yesterday, I celebrated 7 years since my VBG surgery! I went to speak at seminar, and put my big old pants on in front of everyone, just to make sure that they still don't fit! I'm still maintaining a steady weight of 170-175, and am feeling great! When I reflect on the past 7 years, I have met some remarkable people, have been influenced and encouraged by amazing friends, and am eternally grateful to them all, especially Dr. Chua. My life, though less than ideal or perfect, is gratifying, and make me enjoy every day. I love my life, the love of my life (Joe), and the person I have become through all this.
May 4, 2012 Happy 8 year anniversary to me! I started my day by putting my old jeans on, still standing in one leg, and looking at myself in the mirror. I'm amazed still at how I feel when I look at myself now. The scale this morning read 173, so my BMI is 22.2. My boyfriend continues to be the most wonderful, loving, and supportive person in my life, and I have a new fantastic career that I love! My health is great! My life is a dream come true! How could I ask for anything more? Thank you, Dr. Chua!
March 10, 2013 I haven't been getting back to my profile very much, so here's an update. I tore a tendon in my elbow at work last year, so had surgery to repair that. It was the first time that I woke up from surgery and wasn't alone. Joe was there the whole time! After many trips to the Urgent Care, I was finally diagnosed with asthma. It sucks. I can't run like I used to, and always have rattling in my lungs. Last October we bought a house in Neenah, which makes my commute to work only 4 miles. I love our new home! It's beautiful! We took my parents to Hawaii with us in December to meet Joe's parents, and just returned from Phoenix for a family trip to Spring Training. We had so much fun! I have put on a few pounds in the last year, but I'm determined to get back down to my comfortable range of the mid 170's by summer, and possibly try jogging again. I am the happiest person in the world and am in such a wonderful, loving and trusting relationship. My life is great!
