Move Over!!

Jan 29, 2010

Keep scooting just a little bit more, ahhh thanks the perfect spot for me on the loser's bench!!

Well I am finally home from the hospital. Went in Monday at 6:30am, surgery by 8:30, but I don't really remember anything until about 2:30pm. Spent a few days sore and every out of it, but after now I feel great!! I still have some pain, but nothing that isn't tolerable. Well I am still on my meds and need a nap, but i will try and write something later.
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32 Hours and Counting!!

Jan 23, 2010

Well in 32 hours I will be having surgery!! I am so excited and even though I thought excitement was over baring the nervousness, I am getting the jitters. I have so many thoughts running through my head right now, but I know this is what I need. 2010 is going to be my year, finally a New Year's resolution that I am sticking to and I will continue to for the rest of my life. I want to thank all the people who have supported, guided and educated me through out this process. I did decided to do a vlog on youtube about my experience, if no one watches it that fine, at least I can see the record of my experience. I do hope that someone who is trying to make the decision can find help from it and also those who have can give me some pointers. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5HqJugBif8Y (if you do watch video please note that I was very nervous and don't mind all the um's lol, I will get better in time)

So come Monday scoot over and make space for the next loser on the bench!!
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Update :)

Jan 15, 2010

It is about 3:40am and I am so sleepy, but my son was sick so my hubby took him to the ER. I think he just has a croupy cough, but just to be safe he is being seen. So I am anxiously waiting for him. Anyways I finally got my new surgery date!! I will be having surgery on January 25th. I have to have another urinalyses on the 21st so hopefully that goes well. I am so excited so hopefully it comes back clear! I finished my antibiotics and have been drinking lots of water and cranberry juice!! Hope everyone is having a great weekend!!
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Darn UTI

Jan 08, 2010

So I went for another urinalysis cause the first one came back bad. Well it comes back that I have another UTI. I just got over one a few weeks ago. So I am postpones for a week to 2 weeks depending on the medication which I am still waiting for my PCP to call it in. This sucks, but I want to be as healthy as possible before surgery and it gives me a little more time to lose some weight. I will keep you updated on when my surgery will be, I am shooting for the 18th.

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9 days to go

Jan 01, 2010

I went shopping today to get some things I needed and also food for the rest of my household. I bought SF jello in every flavor, broth which I am thinking I am going to make my own because they were about $2 a can. I bought enough broth for this week, but I think as much as I spend on about 10 cans for the week, I could make enough to last at least a month for the same price. I am trying really hard to lose 10lbs by Thursday. I also bought a journal to write and also to put monthly pictures in. I also bought protein water. It really doesn't have too much protein in it, but 5 grams. I figure if I am drinking water all the time add some protein with it. I had trouble finding carnation instant breakfast though. So I am on a search for it. So not liking the SF Silk any other suggestions?

Time goes by way to fast. I have a apt with the NUT on Monday and I see my surgeon on Thursday. I think I am developing a cold. I was sick last weekend, but I thought I was all better. I am feeling a little congested. So I am going to call about an antibiotic tomorrow. That way I am in good health for surgery. I took a decongestant tonight so we will see what tomorrow brings.

Hope everyone had a great New Year!! I know this year is going to be my year to a healthier me!
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WOW

Dec 28, 2009

So it really hit me today that sugery is only 13 days away!! I had my pre-admissions testing today. I had an EKG, Chest X-Ray, CBC, and talked with a specialist from respiratory. Talking to the nurses was longer then the actual test so I was out quite fast. I got a Volumetric Incentive Spirometer today. Just a visual device to help deep breathing. I have been practicing with balloons so it is kind of nice to have this. After surgery I am suppose to use in 5 times and hour to help prevent pneumonia and so on. It is a tool just to help you to remember to breath deep.

Other than that things have been good. I get a little more nevous everyday and a little more excited. I just keep thinking about the things I can do with my kids a year from now. One of which I am going to Disney World!! I really believe this is going to be one of the best things that I will ever do in my life. Six years ago when I was a size 8 I never thought I be here fighting to be healthy again. I cannot wait to get myself back on track!

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A Little Lighter today. . .

Dec 21, 2009

I went to see my nutritionist today to get weighed in. I have been seeing her every 2 weeks before surgery. Was happy today to find out I lost 4 lbs which I thought I had not lost any this week due to eatting more red meat then usual. I try not to eat more then a fist size portion, but my husband and I made poter house, roast beef, and sirlion for some family that came over yesturday. I ate more meat then peas this weekend. I have one more meeting with the nutritionist on the 4th before surgery, but I will be seeing her after surgery to make sure I am getting what I need.

I have been really good about cutting my sugars, carbs, and fats so by losing just 4 lbs I still feel I am doing good. I decided, although I don't have to, to go on a liquid diet after the holiday. Also this year for the holiday season we are doing sea food instead of turkey, potatos, and all that other stuff to help me losing even through the holiday. I am not a big dessert person, but I am looking up some sugar free desserts was also thinking of making a fruit salad.

I am trying but not pushing my hubby to make some changes in his eatting habits. My husband is very active. He is about 5'10" and 175lbs, but he has been having some colon problems and I think alot of it is his diet. So thats my new goal. I think he going to hate me this week when I go shopping for his food for work. Plus I have a feeling when he goes for his colonoscopy they are going to tell him the same thing I am.

One week until pre-admissions
21 days until surgery

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she's making a list. . .

Dec 19, 2009

So I am trying to slightly prepare for surgery. After reading another persons blog I decided it was time  to make an offical list of things to get

I have the babu spoons and dishes considering my kids are about out grown from them they can pass it on to me. I figure broth, splenda, cream of wheat, SF jello, a 64oz bottle, was thinking silk for dairy. My mom is suppose to take care of my shopping so really making the list for her. Any other suggestions cause I feel so unprepared for this as much as I thought I was.

I think this week I am going to try different protien powers to see what one appeals to me. Has anyone found one that hasnt made you gag??(I do easily)

I think my jitters are kicking in like I am going to do something wrong. So excited though, don't think I'm not! I just wish the 11th would hurry up

8 days til pre-addmissions, which I will feel better once that is over, cause thats really the last thing you need to get the surgery
22 days until surgery and my life will be back on track and I can get back to the old me with new beginnings

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Half the person

Dec 14, 2009

After looking at people's before and after pictures and seeing half the person they were, I wonder what I will look like when I am half the person. I have a picture from 6 years ago when I was about 175 and wonder if that will be me again. I also wonder what am I going to wear. Will I stick with the style I have now or change myself completely. I dont even know if I am going to beable to buy smaller clothes. I feel like I will have a hard time knowing my size. I dream everynight about what I will look like and what I will where, but it seems like it will always be a dream. Reality hasnt hit me yet that in less then a month I will working towards half the person!! Also I am talking to a friend right now about doing video blogs on youtube. Oh the 28th after my pre-admissions I may have one uploaded. I will keep you posted!!

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Balloon blower

Dec 11, 2009

So my kids find that me to be the most entertaining thing in the house. I am am jogging in place blowing up balloons to strengthen my lungs before surgery plus makes great exercise. So my kids find me funny and I feel rediculous. Thought I share that. I am trying to find more ways to do this, but this seems to be working. Thought I share this cause if you saw me, a silly 285lb woman in her living room with 2 toddlers laughing hystarically you would have some good entertainment!! LOL Cant wait for surgery.

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