9/29/10 My Bday

Sep 29, 2010

Well todays my BDay and I just knew that I would loose control and eat way too much. So far I had my protein shake for breakfast. My co-workers took me and my supv(her bday was yesterday) out to lunch and I had  1/2 of a chicken quasadilla with black beans, onions, peppers. It was sooo  gooooood too! They also bought us a slice of carrot cake and mines is still in the take home box. I'll give it to the kids later.

I'm 10 mos out and still not really exercising because of my ankle. Doc wants me completely off of breads and tortillas. So I did cheat a little bit today but I'm proud to say that I didnt eat the whole thing. THis time last year, that thing would have been gone and I would have had dessert too. Speaking of dessert, my coworkers also bought whole chocolate cake. It looks so delicious but I declined because I don't care to be dumping all freaking day for a piece of cake.

I'm having sugery on the ankle early Nov. Which is my surgiversary month. Weird huh.. I'm hoping and praying that the surgery successfully corrects the problem with the ankle and I can get back to exercising. I really miss walking/jogging on the weekends. It'll take a year for total recovery but my pain should go away pretty fast after surgery, well it'll probably still hurt at the incisions for a while.

I'm ready to loose the last 40-50 lbs and get back to enjoying life to the fullest and be able to go out on dates without looking all disabled/limping. Hell, I need love too.. Right now I'm enjoying it from a distance but still trying to enjoy my success as much as possible.
until next time.

3 Comments