July 23, 2009

Jul 22, 2009

I have dragged this whole process out way to long - went for the first consult in March of 08.  I could have had this all done by now and well on my way to a healthier life.  Ok letting it go, but still not happy with myself.
Today the lady in charge of insurance at the dr office called to say I have been approved.  The nurse that is in charge of scheduling will be calling in the next few days to schedule the surgery.  Which I am hoping to schedule for the end of August.  Really wanted to have this done before kids went back to school - could be done, but my daughter's birthday is in the middle of August and I really do not want to damper the celebration.  And I would be lying if I did not say I really want birthday cake.  What a way to think - makes me scared that I will fail at this.  Ever since we sent in for the approval I have been mourning food that I can eat now, but not after or really ever should.  So stupid!!!  Calling a counselor tomorrow that deals with food addictions.  Have to start dealing with this! 

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