Going to 3 months

Aug 03, 2009

3 more days and I am going into 3 months. I think I'm doing okay. I'm 30lb lighter. I'm still having period problems though I'm in my 3rd week with my menstral. Yuck!!! My body is a mess. I feel energized but yet my body hurts. One day I am hungrier than next day I am not hungry at all. I still have a lot of self esteem to build up. I just hate to sit and think about how pathetic I feel especially now that its summer time and all you see is skinny b*@!*! all around me prancing their skinny bodies. I try not to think about it. My clothes are looser. It's just hard cause everyone is inviting me to water parks and beaches and guess what I refuse to wear???? Yup a freakin bikini!!!! I hope this ordeal gets better.

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