Megoelle
My story starts and ends with ADDICTION! Since age 12 Ive realized that my love for food started to grow into more of a comfort zone than a necessity of life. I was very unhappy with myself for that but I kept forth with my bad eating habits. I did almost everything to stop myself. At age 13 I started taking over the counter diet pills which just made me feel jittery and out of control. I tried to purge for a few weeks but couldnt stand it. I then found that drugs could help. I started smoking pot, and of course was eventually introduced to amphetamines. I lost so much weight and it took away those cravings and made me forget all about food. I realized I was way addicted to drugs and got the help I needed to clean up my act. Over the last 15 years I also tried counting calories, Jenny Craig (twice) medications, I joined a gym, watched my portions, quit carbs, ultimately I just gave up and have allowed myself to balloon up to 250 lbs and I'm 5'3. I just went to a seminar and am going to call first thing in the morning to get on board with the weightloss surgery. I can't wait to start changing my life around. I vow to become healthy!!
