mgbeasley
I have been overweight since high school. Its funny because I have always felt huge, even when looking back now I was really a "normal weight range". I was an overacheiver student, but used food to reward myself for sacrifices studying. By the end of college, I was over 200lbs, and after graduate school up to the 220s. Three babies later I have solidly been in the 240-250 for the last 5 years. I am done having kids, am happy in my career and marriage, now want to put my body first and make it healthy! Its strange because I think when I was younger I was less secure in myself, even though my appearance was ok. Now that I am more secure and confident in myself, I truly am morbidly obese, and it just doesn't fit what is on the inside now. I am hoping to have the two match soon! (sounds very hoakey,but helps to put my thoughts down!)
