It's been awhile I know...

May 19, 2008

but at this point in my journey.. I'm down a total of 53 lbs and and when I measured myself 1 mo out I had lost a total of 35 inches all over!.... Super excited....back to work....feeling great...but one bad thing.....

I haven't really started working out yet... which I really have to get at quickly...matter fact I have my gym bag in my backseat so I can go after work! 

All and all I just thank Jesus for this opportunity and gift and a new life I've been giving.... truly God is so good!

Over the hump....

Apr 18, 2008

I think???  Things have certainly been going well since my surgery.. I've lost a total now of 35 lbs! 20lbs pre-op, 15 post-op... I feel like I'm losing so slow but everyone says I'm doing good.  I guess alittle slower is better than super fast.. give me body/skin time to adjust while I work-out and tone best I can.  I'm almost able to sleep on my stomach!!!!!!  This back sleeping and side sleeping is for the birds!  I'm a stomach sleeper so it's been a tough couple weeks thus far. lol

I put on a pair of shorts that used to roll down around the belly today.... and at the end of the day I realized that they hadn't rolled down ONE Time!  AAAAAH watch out now! lol


Day by Day...

Apr 08, 2008

I feel better and better...but sometimes I really just sit and think about the changes that are "for sure" going to take place over the next year...I'm just so excited!  I know the hard work has just begun though...cause trying to "remember" to eat small meals frequently (because I'm not hungry) and getting all my fluids is a job all in itself. 

I went to the Dr. yesterday met with the dietetion (sp?) and I'm now on pureed foods for the next 25 days and then off to soft foods (yum) for another 15 days...  I must admit I made some Tuna Salad yesterday and it is sooooooooooooo yummy, I also added 2 scoops of Any WHEY protein powder to the mixture just for that added boost of protein.  All those who haven't tried "Any Whey" it is an unflavored powder with about 17 grams of protein per scoop....and it really doesn't change the flavor of thr food your eating..which I love.

TTFN

I'm back home now...

Apr 05, 2008

after being in the hosp since Wed 4/2 for my Lap Rny...well I'm not sure if this post also adds the time I'm posting but I think it's about 4:30 AM...the pain is kicking my butt at times...this is one of those times...I was discharged from the Hosp on Saturday morning 4/5... I had "sleep bowels" that were a lil slow on waking up so I was suffering from EXTREMLEY BAD gas pains....which as many of you know pain meds don't work for...of and did I mention that I was in for a rude awakening straight out of surgery...I found out the hard way that Morfine doesn't work for me to control pain...I guess my body doesn't metabolize it... I just remember them saying use your button to release the meds...I thinking in m mind and trying to communicate that uh duh I am! and it's not working....so after that slight issue and before he gas pains started kicked my tail...they switch me to a pain med called delauded (I don't think that is the correct spelling but anywho) all I know is that is just what my body ordered!  as sson as they switched me over I felt an immediate difference.... so FYI those who haven't undergone surgery yet...if they pain meds aren't working...SPEAK UP you might not be just tripping out... 

But I'm home now and having trouble sleeping because I can't get the perfect "hosp bed" angle working for me in my bed yet...i might have to sleep in the recliner or something...cause this night is dragging on...

All in all I just want to thank Jesus for keeping me during this process I give him the glory for all he has done, is doing and wha he will do as always....this pain too shall pass.  Thank you all so much for your prayers and well wishes...I especially thank God for the prayers from the saints at my church home...they are an amazing group of loving, godly people...I thank God where he has placed me in his kingdom!  Jesus makes no mistakes!

It all goes down...

Apr 01, 2008

in the morning...my surgery is at 10am...I lost my 20lbs and I think a few more that I needed to lose for my surgery at my surgeon's request...my room is clean..all clothes are washed and put away...all ducks are in a row.  As I sit in bed with my laptop I have so many thoughts running through my head...all of which I couldn't begin to express.... but throught it all I just give God all the glory for truly it all is due unto his name...for giving me this opportunity to improve my quality of life... I'm so greatful.  So I go into this with a praise on my lips and a heart of thanksgiving...looking forward to the many blessing that are to follow...knowing that through the tears and the pain that I'll endure...victory is still mine!  Without the help of Jesus truly I wouldn't have made it through this pre-op stage...believe me all of sudden foods began to smell so good and inviting...meat just seemed to sparkle...etc.... those that have been there know...your mind will play tricks on you when you let it.

So I end this saying...I'm coming to the end of my "pre-season" training camp...but the next time you read from me I'll be sitting on the "losers bench" with the game face saying "put me in the game coach! 

TTFN

The time is NOW...

Mar 27, 2008

10:00 am for my surgery on April 2nd.  Surgery scheduing first called me and said it would be at 7:45am arrival time.... I was thinking yikes...but then she called back 15 mins later and said it would be at 10am because of a conflict with another surgeons schedule.  At any rate it works out good for me and also those who will be coming with me for support...so they don't have to get up at the crack of dawn and then be there majority of the day waiting for me to come out of recovery..

Everybody keeps asking me if I'm excited or nervous.. and honestly I at this point aren't feeling any of those feelings YET... right now I'm just thinking about the pain & patience I'll need to even endure before I see the results..ya know.. but anyhow... I am however looking forward to a healthier and more active lifestyle....Truly God is good to have given me such a great opportunity at a better life.... and all with NO CO-PAY WHATSOEVER!    puts a whole new twist on the fact that Jesus truly paid it all....


Much better now...

Mar 24, 2008

That I've gotten my approval letter from Human Resouces that I've been approved for my leave... Whew!  so that has really taken alot of added stress off me... In addition I'm just a few lbs away from hitting my pre-surgery weight loss goal given by my surgeon....   Just as a bit of advice for those who are trying to lose weight wether it be pre or post-op.... i've found over this past weekend that doing a complete cleaning overhaul in your home or bedroom alone (if it looks like mine) you will have certainly lose some pounds... I lost 4 lbs just doing major cleaning over the past fews days in preparation for surgery.... oh my goodness I couldn't believe it....  All is well in my neck of the woods....

MY SURGERY IN NEXT WEDNESDAY!!!!!   spread the news and shout all about it!

OOOOOOH SAAAHHHH...

Mar 21, 2008

OK....just breath Mia.. it's cool I keep telling myself but this is starting to drive me to a place I'm not trying to go...  Okay so I needed the doctors office to fax me something over that I can give to my employer informing them of my surgery date and my anticipated incapcity following thereafter... so first the lady in the office didn't want to fax it, said they didn't do that until the surgery date (duh howbeit I my job needs to know why I won't be at work before I'm actually GONE!) I can't just not show up to work... contrary to popular belief I need my job at this point in my life!  I'm so ready to just drive there after I get off work at 12noon today and make them do it right there in my face and give it to me....matter fact great idea Mia... consider it done!....I hope they are open when I get there... LOL  

GETTING WORRIED.....

Mar 20, 2008

Because my assignment was just to lose 20 lbs before surgery and i've lost 10 so far... but this last 10 lbs is driving my crazy.... and time is running out and I don't want my surgery to be cancelled because of it.  I feel like bursting into tears but i know now is the time where I really need to focus and stay in the race ...I've decided to go on a STRAIGHT liquid diet.. I've been doing the partial but it isn't cutting the mustard! I'm trying to prevent myself from having an anxiety attack.... but i feel my heart racing... i never thought I'd feel like this before surgery and frankly I was fine until they told me if I don't lose the weight my surgery could be cancelled and rescheduled.... when she "cancelled" my heart dropped down into my stomach!  I pray I don't drown in all this water I'm drinking!


P.A.T. day...

Mar 19, 2008

Well yesterday I got my pre-op testing completed!  I arrived at 7:30am...to realize hey I wasn't the only one... so I had many wonderful opportunities to chat with others who were also there for P.A.T.  and also for their surgeries, armed with pillows and duffle bags...  It moved pretty smoothly first things first the "stick up"... I got my blood drawn for various tests etc....then on to the "drop box"...of course they required a urine test as well...then an aray of other tests were done. Everyone at the Barix was wonderful..I haven't encountered a rude or unfriendly staff member (which is a great added comfort in this whole process) In a nut shell I really all the more comfortable about the decision that I've made to go forth with the surgery...there is something about being informed and getting vital questions answered that just really gives you a sense of peace.

Now for the weird one, after we met with the nutricianist she sent us off to the store located in the  lobby right at the Barix Center to look at different protein supps etc.... I don't know if this is crazy or not but she mixed up 3 different samples and left them in the frig for us... I loved all three! (protein shakes have come a LONG way) I tried Fuzzy Navel, Vanilla Bean Torte and Cookies & Cream...YUM YUM...


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04/02/2008
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Mar 26, 2007
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HALF WAY THERE!!!!
I made it!!!!
It's been sooooooooooo long since my last post...
Ok so it's been less than a month and.....
Where has the time gone??????
I'll be quick...

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